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Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critism is not welcomed.

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Back from melaka .
4:56 AM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Wasn't blogging , cause i was in melaka ! From Friday night to sunday early evening .
Now i'm back ^^ Yay . Melaka was G O R G E O U S . Really .
Filled with peranakans and delicious food .
Reached melaka around 12 plus , immediately headed to the hotel ( mahkota hotel malacca ) , very shagged .
Woke up at 7 , buffet for breakfast , and then headed to view the dutch square and the portugese settlement .
Freaking hot , the ruins ( although ruined ) still had the very beautiful feel , the look of a once powerful settlement . Took loads of peektures from my 3.2 megapixel camera -.- My canon's at home , sleeping , cause mum lost the charger cable . gah ! Okay , ate MC's . Malaysia's mcs got Berbuka puase special ! Hahahah ~ cute or wht ?
Then sat the tamansari tower , and headed to shopshop ~
Didn't buy much . Went back to the hotel , rest , and in 1hr's time we were off for our lunch . What & where ? Peranakan food at a nonya restaurant ! :D The food = mega spicy but A W E S O M E ! :DD
The chendol , not bad not bad . Left , went around the portugese settlement . Then afterthat , headed to Ban Lee Siang's restaurant for SATAY CELUP ! :D Haha , eat again . aduiiii ~
Satay celup = M E G A . A W E S O M E !! (((((:< My stomach was satisfied . gaga ~
then went shopping around jonker walk . Ever heard of CHICKEN RICE BALLS ? if no , then go melaka ! :D Ohkay , walked around , but i headed back to the bus to rest cause i fell sick . Aduii ~
And then Next morning , Today is here .
Went around Lorong hang tuah , hang jebat , hang dunnowhat all . LOL . we went to the peranakan museum ~ Its the museum where Mediacorp shot some scenes from THE LITTLE NONYA .The house damn NICE ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
And i like the baju kebaya . Prettypretty ~ I wanna buy ~
Oh , mummy told me i have peranakan blood , cause nenek's from melaka and nenek's mum is malay , and her dad is a straits chinese which makes my nenek a peranakan . So mummy is mixed peranakan and now i have peranakan . cool cool cool ~ i like ~ :D
Ohkay , i shall buy baju kebaya .
Then we walked around , blah3 and back to singapore .
Fhm ? Okay best .

I gtta eat now ( again ) .
And A's the best ! :D Gaga ~
Winkz ~

Bella bbyg , cheerups . I'm here . Talk to you aye , best .

xoxo .


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Inactive .
8:15 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
I'm not gonna blog about what happened last night . What caused me to be so down till today .
Few people know , and its gonna stay that way .
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Baking session was awesome ystd . My partner = best girl ! :D
We made all three , and my favourite ? The chocolate chip cookies ! :D
2nd would be the banana muffin and the creamchesse carrot cup cake .
Yeah , it was awesome , plain awesome .
MC , was the bombx too . Chinmaya was funny , as usual . Oh , i saw Hanis Naziera & Tiara ! :D The last i saw them was during Empower you . Haha ~

* sad thing happened *

and i'm up today , not in school . at home . Before you bloody say some bloody fug , Don't fugging judge . I have reasonable explainations on why the fug im not in school . So zip that half-ready-to-gossip pottyhole of yours and think twice in that ego clouded head . Thankyou . Ms foo called , mum explained everything . And brother is suffering from mega high fever . Crud , can the day get any worse ?

xoxo


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Is this for real ?
7:29 AM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Finally on blogger . Been long , right ? Hah ~
Anyway , school , no need to mention , can ? Haha . Isn't it boring if i were to tell you every single thing that happened in school ? DUH ~ And emy dah single . Quit asking . Stress !

Anyway , i followed bella to her place . Hah ~ So called LEPAK pt queenstown . haha . Me & bella kept laughing our asses of at someone . Damn funny & stupid , omg . Beyh , nk menggatal . hahahah ~ Oh , i was being entertained by arep sanchi matrep , Didi Distyle , Issac MH ! , C and BELLA of course ! That goondu best girl of mine ah ~
Left queenstown around 6 plus , ended up at teban at 7 plus . Went to feed rabbits . damn cute , omg . Oh , i forgot to mention . we saw a m tk mjdi in the bus ~ . whoootszx . Cool kepe ? Gaga ~
And PC , don't think i'm oblivious (: I knw what and who .
Emy slalu pandai okay . gaga ~ mcm fhm . Hahahaha ~

Omgah ~ please , im now being entertained on MSN . gahahahaha .
Oh , and i'ma try to puase tmrw ^^

ahhahaha ~

xoxo


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Keeps getting better .
7:43 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Days are still good , in fact getting wayyyyy better .
WHY ? got free entertainment now . cool or what . LOL ~

Heck care luhs . Byeeeeee to you people ( if you even are )

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Wednesday is RELAXING . gah .
I like HOUSE OF NIGHT series . and nicole , i'm lazy to like update blogger . hahaha . Onsugar's the best ((;

you knw i knw .

Perangai peh perempuan . APAB tau . gaga .

Rushing on history project now ((:

bye .

lameshiz . thought you are more matured -.-" guess not .


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Hate taggers gave me my 160th post :D
8:17 AM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Hi . Obviously , i am lazy to blog here and only blog more on onsugar .
But i am glad that , a dear hate tagger of mine , decided to pop by and try to " bring me down " with mere meaningless words .

Oh well , life's a stage (: So here's the drama . ( bottom's the first , last is recent )(( my comments in brackets))


17 Aug 09, 21:04
abigail(:: EWWWWW. you are **** GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!@! ( this one , boliao , nth else to say , therefore resorted to this . )
17 Aug 09, 21:02
KELLYWONG: You happy happy then come sch npt happy then dont come you think sch your hse uh? ( eh , i know , you soooo bloody immune , never get sick wan -.- LOL . I go school or never go school also not related to you . )
17 Aug 09, 20:29
Elaine: you know what.. you are just a motherfkin beotch (: ( and you know what ? Thanks . So are you (: Your identity is OH SO APPARENT (: )
17 Aug 09, 20:24
KELLYWONG: keep on patching wit your ex-s nobody wa until mus go back your ex uh! ( Haha ~ I know you playgirl la , no need to come say it to me on my blog . My ex , my life . you want to care for what ? You talk as if you have a blooming hot body like megan fox's . yeah , in your big ego head you are . ;D )
17 Aug 09, 20:24
Elaine: u jitao say pierce pierce pierce.. -.- pierce... v cool arh? HAHAHA yu damn lame man ( I pierce pierce pierce , u care ? I like piercings , you got problem . This world is absolutely wonderous to have homosapiens like you . )
17 Aug 09, 20:23
Elaine: we losing end or YOU losing end? Please la.. you are just one fking step kia ( eh , i don't give a damn to what you say what , so how to lose ? -.-" Need to top-up on your common sense . )
17 Aug 09, 20:23
KELLYWONG: OMGszx please youre so gross! ( omgszx , twittszx -.-" I gross , you care , for ? don't see the need . )
17 Aug 09, 20:23
KELLYWONG: you alr gt BO physically, i wonder how stink your cb smell is! ( your english , da best . You wanna know for what ? Oh gawd . Sick much ? P E R V E R T ((; )
17 Aug 09, 20:22
Mei Yun: anyway u dont give a damn rite?? so we can spam as much as we can :B ( spam lor . LOL . you'll be known as most redundant & restless person with loads of free time , someday . Oh , can keep talking . one day , JUST MAYBE , ONE DAY , you might say smth smart ((: )
17 Aug 09, 20:21
Mei Yun: we pu55y faces but YOU got pu55y smell ^^ ( this one , totally relentless and redundant -.- Again , how would you know ? seriously , this trend is long done with . stop the hate , hunny . Your's prolly smell a million times worse (: )
17 Aug 09, 20:21
abigail(:: omgzx, stop it. you damn smelly, how many days never bathe. omg, **** you. smelly assZ!!!!! ( eh , you and your complains about my smell . you installed CCTV cam in my house eh ? Dare to say , PERF . :D )
17 Aug 09, 20:20
Mei Yun: awwww you got boyf?! HAHAH wat a joke man! -.- ( yes , and you're a joke yourself ((: )
17 Aug 09, 20:19
CindyChan:): tts why so many of your ex broke w you luh, BO! ( how would you knw , you my ex ah ? LOL . I know who you are anyway (; )
CindyChan:): eh! still want act act go pierce so many! pierce till your smaelly ear break uh! ( I pierce , you want to bother ? Gosh . You really got nothing else to say , other than my piercings and smell -.- We all have a certain scent , and if you think you smell like sweet chanel cologne , think again ((: )
17 Aug 09, 20:18
SOMEONE: i see you i buey gam ( LOL . like i see you very gam like that . thanks for the laugh , dear . )
17 Aug 09, 20:18
SOMEONE: you damn step minah la.. knnb ( you damn step ahlian la .. pukimak :D , if you can't beat em ; join em . )
17 Aug 09, 20:17
CindyChan:): just a waste of your money go the whatever lady gaga concert please! dont even know how t save money ( LOL . I go to the concert , you care for ? -.-" And how would you know if i saved or not ? S T A L K E R , are you ? :D )
17 Aug 09, 20:16
CindyChan:): you think you v chiozxs uh? just a smelly freak!( I didn't say i was chio . LOL . whats wrong with you , typical stereotype sentences . Gah . Do you not pespire , dear ? Or do you SWEAT ? Gah . )
17 Aug 09, 20:15
SOMEONE: i wna prove the whole world that u're a ***** :D ( Like you ain't hunny , all girls are . you're not a mfking pure angel (; )
17 Aug 09, 20:15
CindyChan:): you got bo please. ( You smell me eh ? ergh . G R O S S . )


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Thats all the personn had to say to me . I know who that person is (: Really. its so apparent . Your identity is inevitable . Obviously , this spammer thinks she smells the best , looks the best and has something against people piercing . Oh , guess what ? This spammer also has piercings , a double chin , cannot sing or dance and also smells (: So how ? Haha ~ I'm not affected , _____ . Not a single bit affected . Your words drag yourself down , it makes me look down on you even more . Why ? Cause you're a coward . Can't blame you . Your name seems to tell it all . letting guys grope you and all that . ergh . think its something to be proud of ? at least i'm holding on to something that is precious , unlike you , whom had naively given it away to someone whom you'd think you love .
Sickening and saddening . Also , not forgetting shameless . Youe naivete is so much worse of that to a 5 year old kid's . Oh , who can ever blame you ? For your big fat ego has clouded your head so . It makes me laugh , to know that guys take advantage of your naivete and twist you around . Obviously , i have utterly no respect or sympathy for a girl like you .
Take care and good biddings .
Never have i met a ho like you (:
Oh , and i could have easily made my blog private because you think i'm scared of you . I'm not intimidated . But i guess you are (: Typical Hobag . Sorry for cussing , didn't mean to . HAHA ~
Like i said , you aren't a mfking pure angel (: and just cause you locked your blog ? doesn't mean i should do the same to mine . cause obviously , you're resorting to the most cowardly methods to bitch about me . Crazy , off the kuku person . HOOOOOOOEEEEEE ~

Remember , you asked for it :D
( p . s no reason to be affected if you're having a clean conscience )

xoxo


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Days & Days .
7:38 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
To summarize , my days have been pretty good (:

Firstly , Lady Gagap's Concert (:
Awesome sound system , hothot gagap ;D , and crazy crowd .
Thanks wuzzyx fr the tix . Everything worked out pretty smoothly , until when it was time to part . Okay .
And , gagap's mad crazy about chilli crab . awwww ~

Alright , then .
exams , blahblahblah .

Friday ,
met bella bestest bachen baby/babigirl & yaya darling .
Met yaya first , headed to 33 and bought C . Then headed to queenstown to meet bella .
S-ed awhile . Then went to garden , s-ed again . camwhored . Bella keep saying , emy nk mati siang pe . LOL ~
And time for bella to go meet arep . So headed to queenstown mrt station , left for toa payoh . Met mamah , went home , slept .

Saturday ,
super gerek ! haha . Met Lynnnn & Joellen @ teban 61 , then headed to queenstown to fetch bella ! then headed to potong pasir . Why ? to watch SATRIO PERKOSO . Fetched yaya , s-ed & walked to 119 .
They haven't begun , so we s-ed first . then walked over to 119 .
Saw loads of people i recognised . LOL . all used to be from SS . LOL .
They started . Watched till around idk . forgot time alrd . Headed to city hall , penin . supposed to like ternampak iyan . LOL ~ Me & bella keep laughing . cb btol . LOL . Headed back to potong pasir 119 to meet sya cheeken & adah (: Watched satrio till 8 plus , then headed home . On the phone with bi , seriously gerek :DDDD
Stupid sotong boyfriend , ahahahah ~

Sunday ,
didn't go class . blah3 . Then went to meet joellen & lyn (: Headed to S . then lepaked . blah3 . Was texting bi . He came down from bedok to teban ^^ awwwwww ~
went behind block 10 . sat down . talked & laughed & disturb bangalahs . HAHAHAHAHA ~
I love my blur sotong boyfriend . He got 8 perfumes . giler . hahahah ~
I miss you la , gonndu ! Faster call me (: I rindu you .

Okay , peektures in next post ((:

Tag replies here :
Passer - Just type . LOL ((: Your name ? Thankyou .
Christabel - Haha , aytes (:
Sunshine ; RayNg - LOL . lyt , bestfriend . meetup soon !
Pb - Yes .
Passby - WMW - TC ^^ your name ? Thankyou .
FAA - replied at your blog , babe ! (:
Ash - alrights . Noted .


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Gone , gone , gone
7:40 AM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
FUCK MY LIFE . OKAY . YES .
ergh ~

no mood . If im posting , it'd be on onsugar .

again ~
FUCK MY LIFE .
k bye .


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Life doesn't give you happy .
5:56 AM

Just when i thought i had everything right , along came bad news .
ergh . why . why . why .
must it be this way , i ask ?
Just when i really started to believe things could work out , that same sentence had to come .
I ain't happy .I ain't happy . I ain't happy .
I have learnt that life doesn't give you free happiness . Apparently , the price to pay is that it's short-termed .

Fuck my life .

updates on onsugar.com aswell .

xoxo


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Hyped .
12:51 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
I (hearts) onsugar.com
I might post regularly there or so .
Do check it out .
Links on the sidebar (:

xoxo .

(/edit)

Blogger's being a bitch and refuses to allow me to link .
See ! thats why i love on sugar . & i adore adore adore how simple & easy onsugar is (:
Link below ---
Emyliaa's ONSUGAR

Yeah , you'll see me there more regularly (:

xoxo .


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Boyfriend .
10:01 AM

On the phone with him now .
and boyfriend , you know & that i know , that you are a
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BLUR SOTONG !
hahahahahahahahahahahahah .
he's boasting about his maths now . ergh . tngk ah , boyfriend i . LOL ~
stupid crazy blur sotong boyfriend ! xP
i love you .
" bagus siah maths " , says boyfriend .
Great , the world is ending .
:DDD


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New enemies .
8:27 AM

Gosh . Didn't knw there were kk politics too .
:O

okay , tkpe . blah .


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Zaki fucking pranked me sial ! That asshole ! hahaha ~
Cb btol sey . Bdk jahat ! hahahaha ~ Zaki , u tunggu . Bombastixz coming for you ! :D
Muahahahah ~

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er , my mum went to burn kemenyan and placed it in my room . er , anyway . When she burnt the thing , i couldn't stop laughing . Idk why . LOL .
hahahah ~
Oh , my lazy boyfriend has just cooked his meal and is now eating . couldn't meet sayang today , cause i went to meet my grandaunt kan . Sorry bi . Soon alright .
& my eyes are now burning thanks to the kemenyan . ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ~


xoxoxoxo . my eye pain .


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FML time
3:31 AM

I knw i can like easily can like edit the previous post but yeah . Nothing wrong with posting a new one ((:

Okay , anyway .
Came back from visiting grandaunt . Seriously felt like crying .
She only has like 2 / 3 months left . Gosh . Makes you think .
Gah , enough .

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My FML now .

Last night , to go pandan , i took 51 from clarke quay . Dropping off at pandan's busstop , i tapped the card ( meaning my wallet was with me ) , as i say goodbye to cik ana , my wallet still with me . then i sat down , wallet on my lap . So while wating for 143 to come , i crapped with sya mcCheeken . Then we spot the bus arriving , so when i wanted to take my wallet , TADAA . Missing . Gone . Kapoof .
Best parts , No one was at the bus stop except me & sya . and that where could it have gone ? Busstop floor damn clean . Oh , here's for kicks . It was the 7th month too .

FML .

Money gone , EZlink gone , and cards & stuff gone .

ergh .

xoxo .


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FMLs or just really really really bad luck ?
10:19 PM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
My grandaunt's breast cancer has spreaded . And all i can do is pray & go see her .
I wanna invent something that can successfully cure cancer .
I love you , grandaunt .

-

FML later aye .


xoxo .


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Indian Usher (:
11:17 AM

Before anything , i'm not racist . I have indian blood too , mfka . This is just something i found on youtube :D
Enjoy (:





xoxo .


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Tak ku sangka , Tak ku duga
10:14 AM



Apit Ft . Appy , Tak Ku Sangka , Tak Ku Duga .

My current favourite jiwang song . Hahahahha ~
But my absolute favourites are still Dilamun Rindu & Memang Khilafku .
If i'm not wrong , i posted lyrics & the song Dilamun Rindu on my july 29th post .

Anyway , this song is super nice .
Apparently , SADLY , its the last song by the baron bros . Apit & wan .
That's what they said on their youtube channel .
Keep singing baron bros . Love your songs .
and the guitar , awesome too .

Oh , did i mention how much i hate mfka immitators ?
You can act like you knew the song , dilamun rindu way before we did .
But hunny , you know you never ever listened to jiwang before till i posted the song on my blog after ayang introduced it to me .
Besides , you have no reason to even listen to listen to jiwang songs . Cause i thought you hated them . ergh . You're so fake . can't you go get yourself your OWN identity ? Please ah babe . You wanna act like your a indie , electro fan , and now jiwang ? Girl , Please get a life . And you bloody can't sing (:
Seriously. ergh . Try lah , and sing one of em . Heard you pakatt so -.-"
ergh . hahhaha . You guys act like you can sing very well -.-"
Oh , like i've always said .
No reason to be affected unless you're one (;
If you think its you , its YOU .
If you think its not you , let your conscience decide .
Toodles ~

I luv ' Tak ku sangka , tak ku duga ' , ' dilamun rindu ' & ' memang khilafku ' .
And Dipenjara Hatimu is not bad either . Luahan hati also .


Looking up jiwang songs to dl .
their addictive .

xoxo .


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National Day , Fun yet unfortunate .
9:26 AM

Happy 44th birthday , sg .

Met Sya McCheeken , Adah , Ayu , Intan & cik ana @ city hall . Let's skip the part where i totally got lost in raffles -.- Okay , fullstop .
Waiting at peninsula busstop for kecyk ziboitna . While waiting , i saw FAD ! :DDD from pasir ris ! :D We smiled at each other , got manners what ~ :D
Haha ~ so me & sya tried spotting people from Kudekepang . Managed to spot 3 girls from Satrio .
:D HAHAHAHA ~
Okay , then kecykk came . wearing RED ! patriotic ! :DDD hahaha ! ( tk menjadi , ahem ) hahahah ~
Walked to marina , majority all M & Ms . Hahahahha ~
okay , then cik ana , kak ayu & intan found a spot , kak adah sat down .
Then we stand alongside the pavement with kecykk waiting for her friends , blah3 .
Oh , i saw JIM ! :DDD Hahah ~ he llooked different . :DDD
Anyway , then we walkwalkwalkwalkwalk to the bridge , saw farah & ira .
then kenna pusing balik cause police don't allow to go further more .
Stood near some lampu , smth weird hapenned , LOL !
Oh , we saw a dude wearing the kudekepang vest ! HAHAHAH ~ sya said that the vest looked like it was from prabu . hahah ~
Wokeh , walkwalkwalkwalkwalk ! Kecyk's friend still haven't come . aduiiii ~
beh , we stood near a tree .
Then one big group of people from astina datang . LOL .
Very bored kan , so we go back sit down . Then , i saw zaidi , zaki & co .
hahahhahaha ~ omg , funny sey . cause they couldn't spot me . LOL ~
then we went back to standing again , we ask kecyk to kacau one bangala behind her !
HAHAHAHHAHA ~ damn funny .
Then take photo with bangala somemore . Oh gawd . crazy sial .
Fireworks not bad . Boyfriend texted ! I miss that goondu boyfriend ! hahahah ~
hahahah ~ then tried to leave .damn pissed . blah3 .
i am lazy to blog .

i shall blog about my FML tmrw .

tkde mood skrng .

):

xoxo .


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Evolved .
12:18 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
fuzzyxnights .
i love this name .
end .
no more geekazoids-inluv.

xoxo .


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Bi cakap i tk btol :D
10:34 AM



Dinner at aunty sue's was the BOMBX ! :D
Fish curry + Crab + Rice + Veg = awesoooommee .
Oh , i learned how to play the guitar . Sharan taught me . HAHA ~
Reached home around 12 plus .

Bi replied me , like super late :D But its alrighht . He told me he penat giler .
And he likes to say that i tk btol ! HAHA ! Tngk ah bi , siape yg tk btol xDD
i love my boyfriend .

i'm packed with busy days .
aiyoh .

I luv Sya McCheeken !
I luv wuzzyx tortoise !
I luv Bella Babi Bestest !
I luv all my girlfs & guyfs !
And of course ,
I love my giler boyfriend ! :DDD

xoxo .


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My dearest scorpio .
2:23 AM

As my title reads , my dearest scorpio .
Its referring to Muhamad Faez .
He's the guy who has been always there for me .
Always asking me to eat , sleep early , treasure my family .
He's always trying his best to cheer me up whenever i'm down .
And i thought we were just really good friends ever since we broke up .
And then , today . we were supposed to meet up .
but i couldn't make it .
Suddenly , at 5 . A text message came in , from him .
A smile appeared on my face .
My heart started to palpate in joy .
He sent me the sweetest thing , something that was so sincere , it really made my day .
So , from friend to boyfriend to good friend , and now .
My darling boyfriend again .

I love you . Thanks for actually waiting for me , since we broke up till today . You proved me wrong , dearest .
08 August 2009 , 5.29 pm .

Muhamad Faez's girl .

xoxo ,


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Fin De Siecle
9:10 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009


& i'm getting rid of you . From my heart , from my head . All your sweet lies , rather than words . All your footprints shall be washed like writings on the sand on a typical beach . Memories no longer make a count for it . You're not someone i love anymore . How can i love someone who has hurt me so much ? That brings me down , falling and eventually crushed to the floor with no reason to stay happy . I'm taking MY feelings into consideration now , something which you had never taken the initiative to do .
I wanna be happy , living my life , with a reason to love , laugh , and to move on . Move on with a counterpart that will be able to reach simple expectations , which you were also never able to fufil .
Boy , you're going out of the window of my heart. I'm coming out stronger than ever .
You are not entering my life anymore .

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I'm up , on a typical saturday afternoon .
AND i'm thinking of changing my bloglink again . HAHAHAHA ~
Idk , maybe .
Oh , and i'm sorry , faez . for not being able to make it today . Really sorry . Next saturday perhaps ? Emyliaa promise you kay . ( fyi , we're just good pals . )
I'm hoping family dinner @ aunty sue's house will be awesome later ! :DD
Can't wait .
I adore the law of attraction ((: Really . But i'm throwing that person out already . Spending the law of attraction on better things in life (;
Wah , these few days , like all about family . Today , family dinner & afternoon .
Tomorrow , National day & family picnik .
cool or what ~
Hahahahaha ~

Talking to jim , iyan ! & SPICY BRA ! :DDDDD
LOLOLOLOLOL .

Eh , how about using the law of attraction for gaga ?
LOL.

& i managed to find something to wear for gaga ~
YAY .

That's all . be blogging later with peektures ! :D

Oh , fyi . My title , Fin De Siecle means End of the century in french ((:

I luv the country france .
I luv the sexy french accent .
I want a sexy french boyfriend ! HAHAHA ! :D
or at least one who's willing to learn the sexy language ! :DDDD HAHAHAHAHA ~
crazyyyy ~

Ja' Adore .
xoxo .


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You said move on , where do i go ?
9:18 AM

Can i just kill myself already ?
Feelings come back , like when a rubber band snaps .
Where do i stand now ?

-

National day celebrations , was BORING .
except for chinese caligraphy . That one fun . LOL .
After school , headed to vivo .
Slacked with Jasmine & Xinyi .
Then Jasmine & nicole .
Kells bb was 4 hours late . cool or what . LOL
Met kells , went shopping .
Dropped at far-east , shopped again .
Joellen's place , and then home .

Chatting with Fad ick ! :D
hahaha ~ funneh guy .
anyway , be shopping with kells bb soon again .


and , smth happend .
Although , i'm crushed all over , i still adore the law of attraction .
Its fucking extraodinary .

That reminds me , it was the 7th yesterday ...

xoxo .


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Patriotic , no ?
10:58 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
National day celebration to be held in school today .
School's gonna be filled with red freaks.
LOL
IDK what to wear . LOL .
Nevermind .
Aftr that , i be heading down to vivo to shop with kells bb & yaya darling .
Sure gerek wan .
Oh ,chatted with fadick . and i came up with a new term for facebook . ASSBOOB ! :D
Mfkas ,don't even think about copying it . ASSHOLES -.-" fucking no originality .
LOL ~
I'm bored .

and that's dreadful .

Oh ,today in MotherTongue ,
we came up with a new drink . Jumbled .
Mixed with :
Ribena
Green Tea
Apple Tea
Chrysanthemum Tea
Wintermelon Tea
Pink Dolphin
Peach Tea

It tasted good yknw !
hahhaha ~

oh , did i mention me & bella babigirl was late today . LOL .
& for dinner i ate MC SPICY ! ahahahahahahhaahah ~
Me & McCheeken knw , u don't know .

kaylah ,
Nk tdo .


xoxo .


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Is it just me ,
9:06 AM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009


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Epic .
8:28 AM


My advice to all my babygirls who can't seem to get over a certain someone can all be summarised in that image .
I hope it helps.
Cause , its not worth getting hurt over someone who doesn't give a fuck about you .
There are tons of fish in the waters , like katy perry states in " thinking of you ."
I knw , its hard just letting go . saying so seems so easy . but , i knw its not .
I've been thru this , i know , luvs .
But , really .
CLOSE YOUR EYES .
CLEAR YOUR HEART .
LET IT GO .
next thing you'll know , you'll be with someone who'd love & care for you just as much like you would .

" epic love story "

xoxo .
emyliaa dewi .


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Plastik .
9:36 AM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
masquerade Pictures, Images and Photos

I'm pissed off . very very pissed off .
at this girl , N .
Seriously . You're FAKE .
F-A-K-E . & i think people really need to realise that you never ever was that girl .
You've been eating from someone else's meal . claiming that you've made it yourself .
I don't mean it literally . You get my drift .
Although its not my style you're ripping from , its definetely from one of my babygirls .
And no , i do not have a fucking good impression of you .
You're not who you think you are . Quit it . Put down that masquerade mask , honey .
The big dance is over .
OH , and ONE more thing .
STOP TRYING TO DRAG her down already . Stop trying to stop her .
She's not your pet , slave or whatever . If you are ever her friend , then PLEASE . Do start acting like one .
You'll get your karma soon , N . What goes fucking around , come fucking back .
Like what goes up , MUST come down .
You'd better watch your days . Retribution's coming your way .
I'm not the one to give it to you .
You dug your own hole , thinking ill , that someone would fall & injure themselves . But , you're the one thats gonna end up burried in the grave that you dug . Its actually dug for yourself .
" he who harbours ill , shall get back thy ill on themselves . " - anon .



xoxo .






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i'm one of em .
8:28 AM



YES .


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We'll never get back what we've lost.
3:03 AM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Sapto's performing at jurong west , Astina at sengkang .
LOLOLOLOLOL .

-

Didn't go Kudekepang trng ystd cause mamah HAD to bring me to watch her friend's brother's show . idk lah .
LOL ~
Anyways , i'm bored . HAHAHAHAH ~ big news , no ?
Oh , & i'm going to the lady gagap ( mcCheeken's spelling ) 's concert thanks to kells bb .
Luv youhs .
Oghay ~

I got nothing to post about .
and my english is like toot today cause i don't wanna bother now . Hhahahah ~
yes , ima lazyazy kiddo~


I WANT OTP CONFERENCE WITH SYA MC CHEEKEN & AKI MC SPICY BRA ! :DDDD
i miss my babygs . all of em .


xoxo .