"You are today where your thoughts have brought you; you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you."

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Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critism is not welcomed.

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9:44 AM
Friday, May 29, 2009
What hell have i done to bloody deserve this .
Damn , i wanted to hapilly blog about today . Turns out to be the other way .
Now i'm tearing while typing . Great .

I need Nicole Sweetheart . I can't take it any longer . Its too much to bear . Fuck this shiet making me sound so emo . But i'm not . Its all my pain & misery translated into a effing blogpost.
Damn , if i ever knew that i'd deserve this . I should have just done off with myself years ago .
I don't know what to do now . I'm in such a maze that i can't seem to get out off . Tell me , what did i do to deserve this ? I've been torn apart before , but the pain just added on . I thought it was enough to numb me once and for all . I guess NOT . I can't type so much . My eyes getting blurry . Fuck uh . How am i supposed to enjoy tmr .

Hell to it .
I'm going to get DRUNK . Get DRUNK . Until i spill my sorrows out without having to know that i poured all my misery out . That'll be best .

Till then ,
don't bother .

I'm not in a awesome condition . However , if anyone needs my shoulder to lean on , we'll both cry together .

Where were you in my darkest hour ?

i don't feel like doing anything . if painkillers & coke could kill, i'd have died long ago.

Fuck , my headache's back on .

Ah ! NEVERMIND . I DIE , best .