Babylove's entertaining me with his chinese/hokkien :D Not bad . Haha :DD
He scolded the door , senjingbing . LOLs.

I'm goddamn bored . But i know what to blog about . Rare or what :DD

okay , i don't like when pretence is in the game .
seriously . it pisses me off . Alot .
Heck , you think pretence is gonna be alot better don't you ? Oh gosh , its just damn fake , okay .
Its pathetic . It directly shows your vulnerable side . And you're trying to hide it when its already obvious to the whole wide world . I can't help but feel sorry , cause it makes me seem like the one who caused every single thing that has hurt you . And I HATE HURTING PEOPLE's FEELINGS ! don't ask me to do it . i'll feel guilty for the rest of my life. And here you are with pretence , and it makes me seem like i hurt you a whole lot ! Now i feel guilty when its not even my fault ! You even indirectly say that i have hurt your feelings and have never helped at all ? What the fuck ? It just gives me this sinking feeling , like why was i ever there then ? Why did i bother to be there when you don't appreciate it ? The thought of it just tears me alrd . And worst part , its already said . So instead of just tearing me up , you decided to just do the whole kill .
Gratz , thanks man , thanks . Now i know how you really feel ... I just don't know why the hell do i even make the initiative to care !

No reason to be affected unless you're the one that i ranted about .
Wanna know who ? I'll tell . Only to those who deserve to know .

I don't feel happy .
Oh , and i had that stupid gypsy dream again . But it continued alittle longer . Funny , dreams don't usually continue . But this one did .
Its still vivid in my head. Kay , lets continue .
So the last part was when i saw the mark on my hand .
Yeah , aftr that , i totally blacked out . And i found myself in an apartment . When i came to , i saw the dude in black and instead of haziqah beside me , it was nicole holmberg (weird ) , i sat up and then asked the man who he was and why was i here . He ran in lighting speed towards me , placed one finger on my chin and whispered something in some other language which i can't figure out ( sadly ) , he then dragged his finger down to my neck , and traced something . Then i found myself back at the gypsy shop . This time instead of an old gypsy woman , it was a woman in black . I stared into the woman's eyes , and her eye colour turned from coral green to vermillion red .

& then luckily , my hp woke me up .
Haha ((:

For those who didn't know what i'm talking about , its in yesterday's entry .
Here : ( yesterday's entry )

Brother's laptop bailed on me on the last minute ):
Stupid laptop . Oh well , not mine at least ^^
My laptop charger is spoiled , grrrr .
I'm still waiting for my laptop charger . so i can bring my dear laptop back to life ):
Ahhhh ~

Okay . So i have plans this whole week except for tuesday & saturday .
Monday , i'm always not free.
Tuesday , vacant .
Wednesday , Orchard , cineleisure with Haziqah huns .
Thursday , Busy like monday .
Friday , Shopping spree with SyafaHanisPutri dear.
Saturday , Vacant .
Sunday , busy like monday & thursday .

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15 cases of h1n1 . When will this nightmare end !
urgh , the 15th case is from and old aunty . Sigh . If an old aunty can get infected , no doubt , teens will also get infected luhs .

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I need to change my phone plane , to yera carmen ceo's phone plan .
Oh , and yera , stop calling me furga dong in public. Please . -.-
So paiseh , y'knw . later people really think my name is furga dong , which will be SOOOOO embarassing . It'll kill .

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I'm like very bored now , so i'll rant about anything .
2 more days to GLENDA & C's 2nd monthsary !
Gratz glenda ! :D Last longs .
:DDD

Ohs , i had a friggin weirdass dream last night . Been long since i last had a dream , even .
This dream i had last night , was freaking vivid . I still remember . LOL
I went to this tarot reading shop with haziqah (idk why she was with me , lol ) . I've always liked tarots & all sorts of mystical stuff , that was whyi went in the shop .
Then inside the shop , it looked like the typical gypsy kind of shop . Y'knw the ones you see on TV . Okay , then there was this old gypsy lady sitting inside with the tarot cards & a crystal ball .
Then i sat down to have my life read . Haziqah beside me . The lady takes my hand ( palmistry suddenly , idk why ! ) then starts tracing my horoscope sign( taurus ) on my palm . I just stared . LOL. Aftrwards , the lady started mumbling some mumbo jumbo , then told me that i was strong-willed , blahblahblah & that i should go and join mystical forces ( idk what that means either ) . And then she smiled , and i saw really sharp vampire teeth :DDD Hehehehhe .
Aftr that , ( yeah , it ended up as palmistry instead of tarot cards ) we walked to this quiet lane , and saw this ancient kinda symbol . Idk how to describe how it looks like . But yeah . The lane was quite empty , in fact truly empty . Then this dude in black appeared , he looked effing pale and had pale lips . and his eyes , woahhh ! Mesmerizing ^^ . LOLs , okay back to dreamland . His eyes was marine gold-ish colored (cool ah ) , and he had the same ancient symbol tattooed on his palm . He then stared at me , then spoke in a husky voice , telling me to LOOK at MY palm . I turned to look at my palm , and the freaking symbol was burning into my flesh . and then the symbol was tattooed on my palm . whuu , freaky . Aftr that , i heard my dad's voice bringing me back to reality , hence it was time to wake up .

So what do you think my dream meant ?
Weird dream . I shall buy a dream analysis kinda book and go & read up .
Yeah, weird cool dream ^^


okaywokay .

xoxo.


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Yeps , so thats the dream ( bold & italic )
So now that its alittle continued , what do you think it means ?
IDK either.

xoxo.