Haha ! Hey loves .
My title is off tha shit random (:
I was wondering , how do geeks turn their geeky counterparts on .
Hmmmmmm ~

Boy geek : heyyy , princess . I think ma willy's up .
Girl Geek : Really ? Is it as long as PI is ?
Boy geek : Only if master yoda thinks it it .
Girl geek :Oh , how starwars like . Are you anakin skywalker ?
Boy geek : Wanna see whether it looks like Obiwan Kenobi ?
Girl Geek : I'm your forensic scientist . Let me to it .
( they start doing you know , iknow )

AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH !
OMG !WTF . LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOOLOLOLOL .

And this next segment is how you totally ruin the moment .
Boy geek : heyyy , princess . I think ma willy's up .
Girl Geek : Really ? Is it as long as PI is ?
Boy geek : Only if master yoda thinks it it .
Girl geek :Oh , how starwars like . Are you anakin skywalker ?
Boy geek : Wanna see whether it looks like Obiwan Kenobi ?
Girl Geek : Is it wrinkly like yoda too ?
Boy geek : 0___0 MUMMYYYYY ~ SHE JUST CALLED MY LITTLE THINGY GREY , WRINKLY & HAIRY !
Girl geek : But he has a light saber ? ( trying to save the moment )

AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA ~


emy is so bored .
That ends my segment of geek turn - ons .

Bye sweets ,

xoxo .

For the glory of gaypride & boredom ,
Rejoice that ,
I think its time , to
Do maths homework on,
A ,
Yesterday .

That was totally random and pure idiocy .
BUT , you can't stop me ! :D

toodles poodles , ma doodlez .

I want diva headbands , 10 nolla only. i want want want ~

Hihoheyhahee .
School is boring kay . okay .
So don't talk about school (:

After school , headed to vivo with Molihua Jasmine , Idiot Nicoleee & chaoahlian xinyi :D
Changed then headed to clark quay for sticky ((:
Yumyumz , bought lime rocks & cola rocks .
yahhhhh ~
Er , then mrt-ed to bugis .
went to bugis street , looked around . decided to pierce ((:
So told the lady , foward helix .
Chose stud , sat down , held xinyi's bony arm incase the piercing hurt. hahahahah ~ gay .
Not pain lah , wtf . ahahahah ~ Like , just a small sharp pain then okay already (:
I know my today's post , english very bad . Lazy type properly . kay .
Then bought ring studs for helix . Went home early .
bathed , left for the salon to go cut mah hair .
Now its shorter and thinner , not that thick . okay okay ~
Bused home with mamah (: i'm glad things between mamah & me worked out .
I love my mummy ~ okayokay.
RANDOM .

Chatted with my mc cheeken just now ^^V
peace ~

Another kudekepang update .
This sunday , SAPTO MANNUGGAL JIWO will be performing at jurong west block 748 .
12 noon - 9 pm .

okay .
tmrw saturday .
okay.

i want conferance ngan spicy bra & mc cheeken .

toodles poodles .

pee / ass ,
if you're wondering why my title is HA-CHEE-KEE , its cause nicole says whenever i sneeze , it goes HA-CHEE-KEE .
lolololololol , wtf ftw .


kay .

xoxo .

School was boring . Ergh .
First two periods , Maths -.- I paid attention again (:
Simultaneous equations , confusing but easy :D
Then it was History ! :D
Mrs P came late , ergh , had some test thingy ? IDK lah.
Recess , i ateeeee er . meatball mag . I think. LOL
MT ! :D My faveee ~
Had test . LOL. I only did 3 loser questions then pass up . idk what else to write !And damn funny , cause Mr Choe prayed to the chair . LOLOLOLOL ~
Er , Science . Stupid experiment . LOL . Nuff said .
English , was alright .
Me & D talked about someone who's so different compared to before . And huns , we preferred the OLD you ~
Go figure .

Kels & Bella bbyg didn't attend school today.
Met mc chicken @ busstop ! :D

Went to joellen's house . LOL
Got changed , walked to teban basketball court .
Then Joellen & I s-ed a little . Stupid "winner" . Tk menjadi , ergh . Okay
Made new friend & Gan Jie , Mei Jin !
She's chio , fun , funny , and passionate about dancing too . plus she's single~ Whooooots ~ Being single rocks hardcore ah . No one to stop you . Bwahhahaha ~
Okay . Oh , and MJ's Bro . SUPER FUCKING FUNNY ! LOL !
Ooooh ~ i spot hot guys at teban -.- ya okay . weird . LOL. One waved at either me , joellen or meijin . IDK ~
((: But he was HOT , i tell you . HOT ~
Random . Emy dah single , best siolszx .
LOLLOLOLOLOL ~ okkkkkk . stupid random shit ah eh .
Then continued slacking with lynn , Joellen & meijin till 8 .
Went Joellen's placeto collect bags , left with Meijin .
Reached door , whole family not in -.-
When they came home , brother made me watch hellboy 2 with him on DVD . i watch halfway niah . Eh the prince nueda damn hot :DDDD
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH ~
Okkkkk .

I want to go buy SHAMPOOOOOOOH . I need to restock before my herbal essenses finish ~
I luv the smell .

okay .
end .

Single da bestszx .

xoxo .

mengapa ketika bila aku sendirian
terkenang kenangan waktu kita bersama
pilu rasa hati bila engkau tiada disisi

indah waktu itu hanya engkau disampingku
seakan dunia milik kita berdua
kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu


mengapa kau menghilangkan dirimu
katakan salahku
sehingga... kau hancurkan hidupku...
ohhh....

(ChORuS)
berikanlah kesempatan
untuk aku menjelaskan
agar engkau kan pahami
apa yang telah terjadi
tak perlu kau meragui
ketulusan hati ini
kerna aku disalah mengerti

tidak pernah pun terlintas
untuk aku menduakan
kerna ku telah berjanji
cinta kita akan abadi
tak perlu kau mengkhianati
cinta yang luhur dan murni
diatas tomahan orang lain...

indah waktu itu bila engkau disampingku
seakan dunia milik kita berdua
kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu
kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu...

-

Mc Chicken introduced this song to me , i think its beautiful .
But i have no tears left to cry when i listen to this song .
Both , mc Chicken & i can relate to this song .
So yeah .
enjoy aye .

Misery at its best .
I still find myself a little infatuated .
It still hurts .
Broken Hearts , Damaged souls .
Moved on , i get it .
No , i'm not faltering .
Obviously , this isn't surreal .
Yet , i still succumb .
Slowly , fading .
The memories fade like a willow in summer .
Never being able to see .
Gets me spinning .
I can't grasp on to anything .
Caught up in this thing .
I'll never be able to feel the slightest bit again .
Never ever again .
You've got me damaged .

On sunday , ASTINA will be performing .
No , i'm not promoting for them or anything . Don't get me wrong .
I'll be posting up kudekepang shows of different groups and all . Cause its kudekepang still and i want to see how astina performs .
ASTINA will be performing at :
venue : Sengkang East Way Blk 323 .
date : 2nd august , Sunday
time : 12 noon to 9 pm at night .

I'll be there , i think . Prolly arnd evening.
I want to see my friend perform :D

Hahaha ~

and i can't make it to this week's trng ):
Ergh , i have to learn steps from mc chicken .
Okayyyy ~ Next next week when i'm going , the RPS leader better not cancel .
Somemore all the way at chongpang ; yishun .
adoiii ~

Okay .




Okay , bye .

toodles .

xoxo .

Yohz !
130th post ! :D
Luvluv .
alrights .

Today , school .
I woke up very groggily . Yeah. hahah ~
Anyway , had music test than maths !
Whhhhhoooots ~
We played a trick on CPC ! :D The same old one ! She got fooled again --"
HAHAH !
Recess , had nasi lemak . make you all jealous . sambal damn syiokkkk ~
Okay lame :D Like as if you all care what i eat .
:D whahah ~
Anyways , after like recess , had MT !
Emy for once passed up her work on time ( fr mt ) and got an A !
POWEERRRR ~ don't play play . hahahahah !
Er , than had Home econs .3 long periods with madam lim .
Emy again goodgirl ((: Copied notes kay .
Was messaging paul thru out the day . Funny ah that fella . Nice person (:
End of school , NAPFA ! No 2.4 tho . not yet :D
Oh , i was wearing FBTS , then Mrs DH said cannot pkai . So i wasted 6.50 on stc shorts .
The best part is ... FBTS were fucking allowed .
cb sial . wasted 6.50 !!!!!
Ergh . Okay , went through 4 stations .
1 . Inclined pull-ups
2 . Shuttle Run
3 . Standing Broad Jump
4 . Sit & reach

My first station , i pulled of an A (: 18 pull ups . My head pain lah ! Affected my stupid strength .
Second station , again an A . 10:55 . Better than sec one ((:
Third station , I pulled off an A ! Yesssahhh ~ 181 ! Whooo ~ * i believe i can fly *
( merepek :D )
Last station , always my worst ! Ergh , claimed a C for sit & reach . 36 . I hate S&R .

I need to do situps , that one confirm can get A .
Then like how many points alrd ( without 2.4 ), it would be 24 points alrd !
GOLD ALREADY ~ YESSS ~
I need to get gold for 2.4 . Emyliaa can right ? * yes *
Hahaha ~ Okay .

Went to tiong , met Bella , Kells , Eunice , Arzira & Nurin .
Funny ~ then mrt-ed to kell's crib .
Spent some time there . her mum cooks FUCKING AWESOME CHICKEN CURRY !
I luvvvvv ~
Anyway , that was when i kept laughing hardcore with kells !
We saw a " transevite " . HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH ~
Oh mfs ! HHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH ~
I don't feel sorry for myself ! Seriously! Its pathetic . and if its a attempt to try and cause envy , you FUCKING failed with a HUGE U grade ! hahahhahahahahahah ~ Ohmyfuck . Its too hilarious . You're such a failure ! LOSER ~ ergh .
hhahahahah ~

I luv kell's crib & kells . hahahhaha ! My best girlf who's personality is like mine except i'm way positif and she's all the negatif .
( saya jiwe sama spelling macam gitu )
My Bahasa fail .Don't bother correcting it ah ~

Okay ,
papah sent me home .
Chatting with Fat'hil ! :D Awesome dude !
& kells bbyg .

Okay. post later .

xoxo .

I despise people who think their all that .

Did i mention how much i despise playeurs ?
Hahahhah ~ Well , it reminds me of a certan man bitch .
((: Really , hahahha ~
Please uh , its damn disgusting , Still got face to actually place your status ?
Woaahhhhh ~ Hold up . Thought you weren't a bastard ? Guess i was effing wrong ! :D
Hahah ~ You're a well-trained bastard who's dick is so small , you'll a magnifying glass to see it (:
And i know it cause of your muthafucking ego :D
When the ego is HUGEEEE ~ the dick shrinks :DDDD
Right ? Girls , you know i'm right about playeurs .
((((:
Hehe :D
Oh , and please . all your words contradict yourself . How ironic .
I bet you'd wouldn't last . Haha , even if you did , i'd still say you'd be the worst ever boyfriend in the whole wide world . Even if your bitch doesn't realise that , i bet all the others have .
Man , i sure regret even knowing such a manbitch . Its so ... demoralising in live just to know that such a pig lives . Wait , let's not insult pigs . They have a heart , unlike you . A stone idiot .
Yes , you are , a stone idiot . A guy with a small dick , shrunken balls , a huge ego & a stone heart . Wow , how ideal . I bet the pigs are even laughing at you .
Oops ! Ahaha , succumb to your ill fate , girl . Cause your guy's a hopeless buangster (:

No reason to be affected unless you're one ((:
Oh and if you don't understand , means your peanut english not cheem enough , mfs :D
-

Hey loves .
I'm at my liitle ah mei's house , Joellen .
I'm using her comp . Hahahahha ~
And that goondu ask me type this :D
Hahahha ~
I love her still :D Cause she love me . LOL lame la lame .
Hahahahhahahahahah ~
Okay , correction .
Its ah lian not ah mei . LOL . To her , ah mei is degrading .

Came back from west coast after i lepaked with my mc chicken :DDD
Hahahahh ~ We played jiwang songs . erh . hahaha , right .
we are both in the same situations , but we'll come out stronger than before , right , mc chicken ?
I know you know . Boombastikz :D !
Laughs ~
I luv my mc chicken , sya ! The best , the great , the crazy , the chicken :D
heheh .
I luv my yaya & syafa ! Always there for me , my laughing gases .
I luv my bella & kellsey ! My babygirls for life . ( tk mo sebok org laen )
I luv Nicole Ng & Holmberg ! Sweetheart & idiot ((:
I luv beatryce tong , cera yeo & megan nicolich for always being here for me .
& i luv my other girlfs & guyfs ((:

Kay , power .
Besok napfa !
Time to build up the game, emyliaa .

alright honeys , catch the next post soon aye .

luv .

xoxo .

Hey all you people .
Remember all my previous posts ?
The one where my deepdeep cheem thoughts are in ?
Well , they're as well burnt already (:
I'm over it , over him .
Lies , i'd rather not take already .
Had enough . My limits are there .
And sorry to say , i had to show you my ugly side today . There's an uglier one ((:
I didn't want it to come this way but , it had to .
Just sickening at the thought of it . ergh .
" tk tawu malu ?" was it .
Its all over .Gone . I don't wish for it to even continue .
Moving on .

Oh , and i'm gonna stay single for the rest of the year with my ayang ayam ! :D
wahahahahahah ~

Cool or what .

The heavens cried for me this late afternoon . haha ~
Finally i see that McChicken online ! :D

I've got nothing much to say actually ((:
Be back later with a better one .
Don't bother holding on .

toodles ~

xoxo .

Why does he have to make me cry ?
Why does he have to make my tears fall ?
For him ?
Its not easy . It never is .
Its painful just doing this .
My heart aches just like my head spins .
He means so much to me . But what do i mean to him ? Am i nothing ?
Maybe , probably .
I'm so confused . Stop giving me false hopes .
As much as i want this to work , i don't want to be living a fantasy .
I want it to be real , just like it was before .
My only wish is to be in your arms again .
I have no idea if you'd ever give me that .
I don't understand .
Love's just too confusing , my heart's in a maze , a maze built so intricately in yours .
Now i can't get out .
Why can't you see that you got me so tangled up in this ?
So into you ?
I just can't let go ..
I just can't SEEM to let go .

-

Wtf , here i am miserable & yet i can help people .

toodles .

i'm sad and i'm so confused .
what's more to say ?
Bye , i'm off .
Don't bother .

-.-

My headache from KudeKepang has subsided .
That's good .
Didn't go class today cause i wasn't feeling too well .
& oh fuck , at the slight mention of headache . Its back .
Gahhhh ~
Oh , i am currently cleaning my room (:
Heheheheh ~ I should stop my procrastinating .
Anyway .

I had a late night conference chat with Zaki ZeBRA , Ayang AYAM :D
eheheheheh ~ It was fun at first .
And then some things came up . So yeah ~
I prefer not to say anything . Lest i cry again .
For more info , go to http://www.stilldamnkaypoh.willneverstop.com
Still so curious , ask me .

Anyway , i think i fell asleep during the convo . Hahah ~
My head hurt alot and i was damn tired . So yeah .

Oh , and me & syaba is finding for girls or guys that are interested in Kudekepang & wants to join .
Emy goodgirl , Syaba goodgirl jugak . Nk tolong cik ana / Ibu ( for syaba ).
heheheheh ~
Hit the keyboard @ onemore-weekend@hot or takethe-wheel@hot if interested .
SeriSiDoDaDi & Raden Panglima Satria .
More details , ask :DDDDD


i'm bored ):
I want to late night conference with BRA & AYAM again D:
Hope they can ah :D

xoxo .

So i headed out to meet syaba @ her nek's house .
Then we walked to clementi . Heard from kecyyk that there will be kudekepang performance at abang jepon's block .
Kudekepang haven't finished . When we walked in , we saw abang dan & wan .
After that , walked to the front and watched telung turonggo . Damn interesting , hahaha .
Suddenly , my head started to hurt . Like fuck . Then syaba said that its normal cause the kdekpang spirit likes me . wtf ! hahaha ~
Damn pain , then syaba challenged me to close my eyes , concetrate on the music , then i'll feel smth sitting on my shoulders .
I tried . Hha . I did feel smth sitting on my shoulders la !
Freeakkkyyyy ~
Anyway , it soothed my headache , abit .
Then , it hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt like fuck .
Left at around 8 plus , headed towards westcoast .
Went home with syaba .

Although we're no longer together , i still love you alot .
i hope you see this , i miss you alot , bbyboy .
When will you ever come back to my side again ?

toodles .
i'm sad . and my head hurts .

xoxo.

Hey you guys .
I've heard from my friends about this thingy called Tagged.com
So i decided to check it out.
Its so much like friendster , layouts are uglier . ew.
LOL.
And i might be biased . haha . I prefer Friendster .
tagged's quite crampped up . So annoying . but yeah .
I've created a tagged account , lets see how it goes (:
Http://www.tagged.com/emyliaadewigeekazoid

yeah .
Going to watch kudekepang ! :D
toodles ~

I am so annoyed at blogger's stupid alignment thing .
After bloody fixing it , when restarted it went back to same old misaligned blogger.com
Seesh . So i closed down my mozila firefox and opened my luv , SAFARI !
It works in safari . Hehehehe ~
I just found out that today's trng cancelled .
RPS leader said so .
Adoiii ~

Now gonna be bored like hell.

eeeeeh ~
Omg, did you guys hear about the old nenek that will bring FATIMAHROCKS around and sell keropok house-to-house ?
Fucking creepy . ahahah.
Seriously lah , then if you don't buy , the thing will go inside your house and the keropok tastes damn bad and smells bad .
If you've received the text or so , tell me !
I want to know .
The nenek has been to woodlands & tampines .
Adoiii ~


toodles .

xoxo.

Its so much better than Miley Cyrus's version .
These Girls Are DAMN awesome . Gonna subscribe .
^^

Toodles ~

xoxo .

Yesterday was fun , i swear .
Supposed to meet Syabieee @ JE arnd 9 but then couldn't find my phone & black tights so was late and i pkai jeans go kudekepang . LOL
Then tried to hurry up but the mfka bus so slow -.-
Met syabie went to platform :D
Then mrt-ed to Yishun .
Met the rest of SeriSiDoDaDi there .
Walked to find blk 253 . Ohya , Intan mistook 235 as 253 plak ! :DD
Haha !~ Bodoh nye intan xD
Found it , and we all saw Raden Panglima Satria there . ( the group we're performing with )
Then we had to perform first with RPS girls . We had to do their steps . Wth . All don't know . LOL
Oh and , daniel was the only guy performing cause adah got no partner .
After that , watched the RPS guys perform . When they mabok , very fierce . LOL
Eh , i learned how to play the gamelan ! :D Pro y'knw ! Hahah ~
Oh , while i was watching , Zul , Hafiz/Hafeez/Hapheez (sp ? ) & Wan keep disturbing me & syabie . Walao eh . LOL
RPS guys finished . Then it was our turn to mabok ! :D
I didn't dance or mabok cause i didn't do the special flower bath thingy .
But i got to feed the mabok people . Cool y'knw :DD
Syaba mabok damn cute , wan keep disturbing her when she trying to tell us what she wanted to be fed. LOL . Then wan extra , Kacau2 . Act like as if he's mabok ! Haha !
Then finished , at the end syaba danced very nice ! :DDDD Huahuahua .
Er , RPS turn again .
Then our turn , This time i danced with them , but never mabok :DD
Er , that wan keep acting like he mabok like that . haha . oh , and this time , Adah wasn't there . She went to work . but Shikin was there.
Then syabie said she menggatal with Wan ! :D Hahah !
Then some other group , not RPS performed . Like suddenly . LOL
The females damn aggressive eh .
Went to see RPS train @ chongpang . Their training is mabok -.- LOL
I was dozing off there . Dk why tired .
Trained home . Damn funny . Cause in the train , daniel gatal . He wanted to kenal2 Zul's cousin . BUT , she's engaged ! Hahahahah ~ Paiseh !
Wan keep disturbing syaba . That Daniel also . LOLOLOLOL.
Okay , enough of kudekepang . If not later all of you will fall asleep .

-

Oh & Z asked me to write his name on a piece of paper and take photo with it . LOL
Had some big quarrel with mamah & papah last night .
Sigh .

Suck suck suck .
Oh , i' gonna change my bloglink soon !
Be prepared ! :D

xoxo

I (L) corntos .

My bestest babi bbyg , Bella ~

This one , bella's idea . nothing to do :D

Babi & Owl ~

Both of us were having bad hair day ):

3/4 Bella ; 1 whole Emy

No caption :D

Cheeseballs ! :D

Queenstown with bella

Bella amek gmbr ni :D

Cheeseballs , not my hammy . - xoxo .

Yesterday was fun , i swear .
Supposed to meet Syabieee @ JE arnd 9 but then couldn't find my phone & black tights so was late and i pkai jeans go kudekepang . LOL
Then tried to hurry up but the mfka bus so slow -.-
Met syabie went to platform :D
Then mrt-ed to Yishun .
Met the rest of SeriSiDoDaDi there .
Walked to find blk 253 . Ohya , Intan mistook 235 as 253 plak ! :DD
Haha !~ Bodoh nye intan xD
Found it , and we all saw Raden Panglima Satria there . ( the group we're performing with )
Then we had to perform first with RPS girls . We had to do their steps . Wth . All don't know . LOL
Oh and , daniel was the only guy performing cause adah got no partner .
After that , watched the RPS guys perform . When they mabok , very fierce . LOL
Eh , i learned how to play the gamelan ! :D Pro y'knw ! Hahah ~
Oh , while i was watching , Zul , Hafiz/Hafeez/Hapheez (sp ? ) & Wan keep disturbing me & syabie . Walao eh . LOL
RPS guys finished . Then it was our turn to mabok ! :D
I didn't dance or mabok cause i didn't do the special flower bath thingy .
But i got to feed the mabok people . Cool y'knw :DD
Syaba mabok damn cute , wan keep disturbing her when she trying to tell us what she wanted to be fed. LOL . Then wan extra , Kacau2 . Act like as if he's mabok ! Haha !
Then finished , at the end syaba danced very nice ! :DDDD Huahuahua .
Er , RPS turn again .
Then our turn , This time i danced with them , but never mabok :DD
Er , that wan keep acting like he mabok like that . haha . oh , and this time , Adah wasn't there . She went to work . but Shikin was there.
Then syabie said she menggatal with Wan ! :D Hahah !
Then some other group , not RPS performed . Like suddenly . LOL
The females damn aggressive eh .
Went to see RPS train @ chongpang . Their training is mabok -.- LOL
I was dozing off there . Dk why tired .
Trained home . Damn funny . Cause in the train , daniel gatal . He wanted to kenal2 Zul's cousin . BUT , she's engaged ! Hahahahah ~ Paiseh !
Wan keep disturbing syaba . That Daniel also . LOLOLOLOL.
Okay , enough of kudekepang . If not later all of you will fall asleep .

-

Oh & Z asked me to write his name on a piece of paper and take photo with it . LOL
Had some big quarrel with mamah & papah last night .
Sigh .

Suck suck suck .
Oh , i' gonna change my bloglink soon !
Be prepared ! :D

xoxo

School sucked balls .
Lessons were okay , its just that some things suck balls .
Oh , and my school has officially got its first confirmed case of H1N1 Influenza A .
Hallejujah , now i shall wait for the virus to attack me .
Then i can die . Okay . Best .
Whatever . I feel fucking crappy today .
Some thing happened , i'll refrain from saying it .
Blah3 , went to queenstown with bella then headed to her house to lepak :D
We lepaked under the block , under the playground . Next stop , Under the sea ~ :D
No luhs , okay . Camwhored . Wtf . haha . Okay .
Then headed up , watched COMING SOON .
Fucking grossed out cause the movie was quite scary , Thanks to the shocking scenes la !
The whole time , i was wishing that Z was beside me , hugging me and laughing when i'd feel super scared .
Sigh . Anyway , went home at around 8 plus .
Reached at 9 . I luv my bella babyg bestest babi ! :DDD
& i luv Z . No matter how hard i try not to , you're always there in my head , heart , body & soul .
I have kude kepang tomorrow @ Yishun , blk 253 , 12 - 06 pm . FTW .
I scared nbcb . haha !
Aiyoooo ~

Anyway , next post is peekture heavy ! :D

Check in ltr .

time to feed cheezball ; rhino & Goldie .
RHINO'S FINALLY SLEEPING ! :DDDD
hahahahahahah ~

xoxo .

School sucked balls .
Lessons were okay , its just that some things suck balls .
Oh , and y school

K's right .
I've gotten my head straight .
Still a little messed up .
Crying .
and that heartache .
Maybe its time we let go .
I have reasons . And i think you'll agree too .
Paranoia , i don't think so .
We should have just stopped at one stage . Why the other ?
Bet you'd be happier with freedom in your mind .
Just one more thing before i'm out ,
you're still there , the first .

My tears keep rolling .
Its hard . Really hard .
I need strength now .

bye world .
I'm not missing you .

xoxo .

Yeah , people think i'm well alright .
Here's the real deal . I'm not .
I thought i solved all my problems , seems not .
I'm gonna move soon , but idk where to . And dad's not gonna be moving with us .
Full detail will be up on the private blog soon .
Love ? Its growing , but yet dying .
Again . Full details in private blog .
Friendships ? Its alright , and also entirely draining .
Health ? IDK , been having headaches lately . Cursed .
My problems may seem small here , now . At least to you , people . Cause you don't know the truth . Like i said before , the truth hurts . Its reality that has always been the one to be known to snap people out of their fantasies .
Such fake paradiso lies in nothing but woven fairytales .
When you really know whats going on , you'll realise the pain .
I don't care if you sympathise me or not . I don't need it .
I may sound mean and all but no , i'm not trying to sound or be that way .
I just can't hold anything in any longer .
And the reason why i say i don't need sympathy , is cause , some of it isn't sincere at all .
Say it for show .
Ergh . My existance has no bother .
Foolish enough , we tangle our selfs up in such painful emotions that can make one feel so euphoric one minute , and the next , sucidal .

"Life sucks , and then you die .
Yeah i should be so lucky ."
- Jacob Black , Twilight


Pivate blog .

xoxo .

Betcha haven't heard the news !
I have 3 new hamsters :DDD
Two twin toddler males & 1 mad cute female ! :D
The twins are : Rhino & Golden ( bro named them )
I couldn't figure out a name for the female one so , its temporary name is Cheezball ! :D
HAHA ! omfg , hahaha . Yeah , the reason i called it cheezball is cause when she sleeps she looks like a FURBALL . Fur doesn't sound nice , cheez sounds nicer ^^
So hence the name , cheezball .
Hehe . They are like MAD CUTE la ! :D

Love makes the world go round or , for the worst , down .
Today , i realised how much i needed boyfriend to tell me things . We need to talk .
We fought earlier in the afternoon , but he was the sweetest and apologised.
At least , now he trusts me properly although i didn't do anything .
Boyfriend was right before . If we had problems between each other , we should talk it out .
And so yeah . We're good now , stronger than what we were before .
I believe you , love . And i know that you do to .
I believe we can hold on , if our trust stays .
Don't dissapoint me kay , lovee .

070609 - present .

WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT ! ARGH !
Is that what its supposed to feel like ? I thought you always did truly meant what you said . Now i'm just so blur and i'm thrown into this pit of endless questions . Should i ever take your words for it now ?

" Stuck in inferior enmity , let love down . "

Its the start of a new school week . Tiring i swear .
First 2 periods were ART ^^
We did charcoal drawing . Wanna see my elephant and the monk . Haha ! :D
TAADAAH ! :DDD

Mozart of modern day . Watch and you'll know what hell i mean .
Just awesome .


Like a boy - Ciara
( My fav ! )


Ice box by Omarion


We be burning - Sean Paul


Buy you a drank by Tpain


Mad by Ne-Yo


Dead & Gone - TI ft Justin Timberlake


Take a bow - Rihanna


Love in this club - Usher ft Young jeezy


Kiss Kiss by Chris Brown Ft T-pain


Say Goodbye by Chris Brown


What goes around - Justin timberlake


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I can't post all 57 vids up here, so you guys just HAVE to check him out man .
I'm hooked to his tunes . All simply churned up with a piano .
TEAM DAVID SIDES xD
Fucking awesome shit . Super talented dude .
Got my respect and admiration .
Damn , hearts David Sides .
Some pieces are actually better than the original !


xoxo.

Faez intro-ed this song to me !
Haha .

Kantoi - Zee Avi

xoxo .

My handphone's flat currently.
So i can't text boyfriend or reply his messages ):
I miss him so much .
See la , gile . I miss you so much tauuuu )):
Haiyo .
Okay , i'm downloading songs now . Heeee ~
I miss bella bbyg also ! :(
Why am i blogging like this .
Kay , ignore. Huahua :D

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Dead bored.
Shall blog later .

xoxo.