Yeah , people think i'm well alright .
Here's the real deal . I'm not .
I thought i solved all my problems , seems not .
I'm gonna move soon , but idk where to . And dad's not gonna be moving with us .
Full detail will be up on the private blog soon .
Love ? Its growing , but yet dying .
Again . Full details in private blog .
Friendships ? Its alright , and also entirely draining .
Health ? IDK , been having headaches lately . Cursed .
My problems may seem small here , now . At least to you , people . Cause you don't know the truth . Like i said before , the truth hurts . Its reality that has always been the one to be known to snap people out of their fantasies .
Such fake paradiso lies in nothing but woven fairytales .
When you really know whats going on , you'll realise the pain .
I don't care if you sympathise me or not . I don't need it .
I may sound mean and all but no , i'm not trying to sound or be that way .
I just can't hold anything in any longer .
And the reason why i say i don't need sympathy , is cause , some of it isn't sincere at all .
Say it for show .
Ergh . My existance has no bother .
Foolish enough , we tangle our selfs up in such painful emotions that can make one feel so euphoric one minute , and the next , sucidal .

"Life sucks , and then you die .
Yeah i should be so lucky ."
- Jacob Black , Twilight


Pivate blog .

xoxo .