V.2/tm

"You are today where your thoughts have brought you; you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you."

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IF YOU HAVE NO ARCHIVES, YOUR PROFILE WOULD BE LOVELY HERE.
Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critism is not welcomed.

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I luv mah webcam sessions .

2:01 AM
Monday, June 29, 2009

Baby asked me to take this , Haha !
Something is wrong with photobucket. There's actually way more peektures , but i can't upload it. Fuck the uploader siah . Oh well, i know , you know , babyboy !
xD

He looks cute in his specs ! :DDD

haha

I luvvvvv babylove .

xoxo

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Oh , i forgot

1:57 AM

Had PE .
Measure Height & weight , did standing broad jump , incline pull ups.
I AM FUCKING SHORT )):
152 cm , and weight is confidential . haha. forty something . Go figure.
Lesser than 45 , more than 40 (:
Then did standing broad jump , oh god !
Need to get my leg muscles back. Hahahaha
I've planned to go to the gombak gym and work out ^^
Then , we'll train for 2 point 4 . Hehe. Going with carrie !
Then inclined pull ups !
i did 20 , A alrd .
YAY .

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xoxo.

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Fxck this .

1:01 AM

hey , you people from the blogosphere , internet , everywhere , anywhere.
I'm finally updating again , YAY.
Okays , updates are here.
Er , i've like forgotten what happened the past few days , but i guess i can vaguely recall. Haha.
Anywhere, the hottest saddest topic .
MJ's death .

Michael Joseph Jackson
29 Aug 1958 - 25 June 2009
RIP , we'll miss you , your awexome music and dance moves , MJ .

And the next ,
H1N1 .
599 cases already . Why can't they fugging close down school already.
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Okay , anywho . On saturday the 27th .
I went down to CHC for DON'T FORGET THE LYRICS (((:
Before that was service , so yeah.
It was pretty much awesome.
Aftr DFTL , had fellowship @ JP .
Ate Kopitiam .
Left arnd 10 plus.
met cousin at teban @ 11 plus ,
went home arnd midnight .
Cousin stayed over, brother wasn't at home . FUN .
Hah .

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Sunday .
EXAMS . STRESS !

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And , today !
SCHOOOOOOLL !
Woke up like at 5 plus .
Met carrie at JE inter then headed to school .
Lessons .
and i listened in maths class ^^
Hoho , good girl ((:
Met carrie , bella monster sayang !
Then bused to PIE KIA xD
Ate , then trained home .
Had a few laughs ((:
Then while walking back to my block , apparently , Awie & co were lepak-ing under block 60 , next to my block . Walao eh . LOL
They asked me to lepak with them , but i denyed and went to mamah's workplace.
Mamah told me to change my SIM card to the prepaid one .
So i've changed my number , ask me for it .
Thanks .
Okay , ltr there will be class.
And i need to chiong for home econs home work . But i'm lazy.
yes , i'm a procrastinator when it comes to homework.

Byes , will try to update more.

I love my babygs , guyfs & of course .
MY BABYLOVE , ZAIDI ! x3
Missing you , lovee . Meet up soon.
8 more days to our first monthsary .

xoxo.

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Webcam starring babyloveee ((:

2:40 AM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009

bet he didn't know this .
and no , i did not posting the embarrassing shots xD
& i owe him a webcam session now.
I love you , boy (:

xoxo.

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New family member ? Haha !

1:53 AM

This is BELLA MONSTER !
My daughter ! xD
hahahaha .

I luv Bella Monster ! :DDD

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Horoscope / LUCKY !! ):

9:56 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009

The Bottom Line

A delicious meal plus excellent friends equal a fabulous, mellow evening.

In Detail

Learn to be yielding, and that way, you'll exercise your strength. It sounds contradictory, but it's not. Many ancient cultures consider water the strongest substance on earth because it acts with gentle persistence rather than brute strength, and in that way manages to shape its circumstances without destroying what lies in its path: learn a lesson from that and apply it to your own life.

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Okay , so i should learn to act like running water ?
alright .
Haha .
I'm bored , real bored.
OHMYGOD 100000000000000000x .
Got a call from papah telling mamah that lucky keeps vomitting )))':
And i can't be there to see her , cause i'm stuck with mamah. ))):
LUCKY )))))':
Hope she's fine , pray she's fine , She will be fine .
If anything happens, i'll be a goner .

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All updates (:

7:38 PM

OHMFG . Okay , i know like its been damn long since i posted .
My laptop charger is still not done . Grrrr . Damn pissed off sial.
Okay , i've been like watching youtube via this application on my phone . ahaha.
Oh , and i just found out that i'm hooked to a anime that i used to despise. Haaha .
I'm hooked to Naruto now. LOL. Yeah , hard to believe right . I myself can't believe myself. Okay here are the updates . Warning , PICTURE HEAVY & VERY WORDY :D

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LIFE'S A BEACH @ SILOSA SENTOSA / 20 JUNE .

Before we actually headed to life's a beach , i met up with bella sayanggg @ Habourfront first . Omg , she look damn pretty luhs ;) Haha , okay , aftr that we headed to Control Station to pick Joanne Luvvv . Me and bella were like trying to figure who's going to go to beach party and who's not. Damn funny . Saw Joanne and then went to walk arnd . Joanne dress damn adorable xDD Okay , aftr wards , we walked arnd sky park , I was messaging Babylove . Bella , Joanne and I were talking and wanted to go to the arcade , cause bella nk maen . Bdk Kecik ah bella :DDD Then we saw this group of boys . One looked like babylove and was wearing a shirt that looked like babylove's . It was just a glimpse tho . Then bella sayang said to me , " Eh , emy . Go and tell those matreps not to stare . " I was like , " Sayang , what you want me to do ? Shout , OEI , stop staring . eh ? " :P Okay , then i suspected that that guy earlier on was Babylove . So i msged him , er , are you at skypark . Then the reply that came was " No , otw ." So i was like , " Er , sure ? You pkai baju color ape ?" Then he replied , " Hitam " But i saw white color . So i ignored. Haha. Went to arcade , in the end didn't do anything . Bella & Joanne got hungry and i didn't want them to eat me xD so we headed to banquet. Met carrie goondu & Nicolette there. Bella eat food damn cute. lol . I'll show you how she eats ltr.
Damn WTF . Okay , so yeah . Then suddenly , Baby text me . " Baby ! I'm sorry blah3 , my adq was the one that messaged you earlier. I saw you too ! You were carrying a bag , kan . ( Sad face ) " Something like that . Haha . Then I was like , WTHHHHHHHH . So i was like , tkpe tkpe and blah3 . haahaha . Okay . We headed to Life's a beach . Then i msged bby . Me , bella , Joanne , carrie & nicolette went to sit down . Then er , sat down . camwhored. Oh , concerts started playing and all . Then bella was msging her WINK WINK ! xDD Haha . Okay , er . Saw bby , then i shouted , ZAIDI ! He turn around , haha . took him awhile for him to see me . AM I THAT SHORT . Er , yeah . Then he went to jlan2 . I went to listen to WICKED AURA BATUCADA . Awesome i swear . Oh , then got this girl . She was shaking down there. LOL .
Alrights , then er , played with sand , camwhored. Listened to the concert from FARRRRR xD Went to cooldeck , cause babylove wanted to meet there. Walked a very long distanced alone with him . He keep saying he takot of matreps -.- Haha . Then we talked & Talked . Then headed back to siloso , cause my bella msged me , DURGA , WE VERY LONER ! xD I rushed there okay ! xDD See , i care for my goondu sayang , bella who owes me a hug cause i owe her a doughnut . And also because she lied saying that she gonna meet her winkwink ! xDD I had fun with my babes . Had fun walking with him . And When we stopped walking he was the sweetest . Okay .
Er , then slacked till like 9 plus. Headed home , went to macs . And i wasn't feeling well anyway . At macs , we saw 2 NT students . They knew us . Then they kept staring . Then Bella ni eh . Haha , she said , " Ya , we go beach party , they stay here do work . " WTH , hahahaha . Er , Oh . And bella . She was saying this the whole day , " Eh ! Got COCKROACH ! " xDDD yes , bella . I know , u know . Nobody else know . haha . Went home with bella . End . Sentosa beach party sucked , my day rocked xD

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Pictures .

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Like i promised , This is how bella finishes eating .

Bella's unglam moment xD

Bella Geek !

Carrie Goondu Bestf !

BELLA SAYANG !

JOANNE !

My Favourite peekture.

Bella bullying me with her middle finger.

Bella & Joanne !

Bella , 1/2 of Joanne , Me

Crowd . Watching wicked aura batucada.

Introducing , BELLA's ponytail xDD

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Okay , today .
At first , planned on meeting babylove . But got cancelled cause he couldn't make it . Then planned to meet Yaya sweets , Sheera Gorgeous & Falil Wacky xD But i couldn't make it . And i'm GODDAMN sorry , yaya , sheera & Falil.
Sorry !
Er , i got alot to say to someone . But i'm not releasing it now.

Okay , here's smth to amuse you guys xD

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There's this girl called NABILAH . She's p4 and she nk carik psl with me & yaya . Okay . I tkde masa nk lyn you , kay girl . Bdk kecik , dah . Tk mo step big. Damn annoying . I mean what you trying to prove ? Yaya & I didn't do no fuck to you . you want to carik psl . Then give me fs picture comment , NK MUNTAH . Ay , okay , tkpe. Kite meet face 2 face ah . Then see whether you vomit somemore , -.- Nk muntah 2 . Pe , muke u lawa sangat pe ? I know , i'm not the prettiest , heck , i'm not pretty . That i know . But at least i look better , and prolly have the better brains as well -.-
What's wrong with your brains ? Flew away with your face ? Or did it actually come out along with your vomit . Ew . Then want to call me & yaya pompan sial -.- FULERMAKKK . tkpe . Klau kite pompan sial kan , u jadi slenge bacin kay . Lagi best sua . I tk nk lyn bdk kecik mcm you , so stop pushing your luck . You also better start showing respect . You apologised to yaya kan , better mean it . I don't care . Just don't push it .Your only p4 . If you were to go out with that kind of attitude , you'd better watch your back . Cause that attitude's not gonna get you anywhere. I swear it won't . And i won't be the one doing the shutting up for you . Cause i don't care . Someone else who doesn't know will prolly also get annoyed and will give you a tight slap just so you learn some manners . So if you want to avoid that , learn some respect and manners now .

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So yeah . End .
I love my blur boyf .

xoxo.

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FML updates

12:00 PM
Friday, June 19, 2009

Some of the most hilarious FML.
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Today, I got hypnotized at my school's variety show. Apparently, when asked to do something I enjoy doing, I began to violently hump the floor. FML

Today, I got prostate examination for the first time. Now I can't decide what's worse, the fact that I got a boner when the doc inserted his finger, or the fact that my wife told the story to pretty much everybody we know. FML

Today, I woke up hungover and thirsty, I found a glass of water next to the sink, filled it up with more water, chugged it and went back to bed. I woke up an hour later to my best friend telling me she thought she lost her contacts. They were in a glass next to the sink. I ate her contacts. FML

Today, I was playing around with my sister's kitten. As a joke, I put him underneath the sheets and farted. He attacked my balls. FML

Today, I noticed I have to lift up my fat to see my penis. FML

Today, my friend was complaining about how fat she was. To make her feel better I said, "Psh, you're not fat! In fact we're about the same weight!" She looked at me for a second, then burst into tears sobbing, "I'm fat! I'm fat!" FML

Today, I was babysitting a little boy. I opened up a new bottle of bubbles and it was all goopy and gross so I said "Eww!". The boy then asks, "What's "ew" mean?". I replied with, "Something gross and yucky". Then he pointed at my face and say "Ew! Ew! Ewwww!". FML

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xoxo .

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Today's Plan

11:07 AM

Its the saturday already !
Yay , i'll be heading down to kovan then train to habourfront .
Might meet baby in the train .
Aftr that , meeting bella , joanne & karrie at vivo.
Miss 'em so much !
Oh , i told baby that if he see me , he'll prolly run away cause i'm so ugly . Tee-hee.
Then he said , run where ? Toilet ? I replied , Idk , maybe behind a tree or sth . xD
I love my boyyyyyyy .
& i love my babygirls for actually following me tomorrow.
bella asked me to blanje her doughnuts then she give me a big hug. Haha xD
Okay , i'm bored.
And i'm going to read fmylife .

Toodles ~

xoxo.

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Quiz ( Tagged by Jesreen Junior )

7:10 AM

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Never be replaced.

2:28 AM

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses

I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank God that I live my life every day
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I'd regret
Ever having you by my side.

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know,
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you and
I won't miss you cause I'm happy that I had
You at all.

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time

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Sixtieth Post , what does it take to be , boy ?

1:18 AM

Slept at 7 in the morning . Yeah , i'm starting to suspect that i am suffering from insomnia ..
And i woke up at 3 . How nice right ? LOL.
Anyway , checked my horoscope , yeah i'm that kind of a girl :D
Okay , i'm feeling a little down today .
Updates in my private blog .

Oh , And ...

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY , MY BROTHER ! AJ FONG !
You're 13 physically , but you're 3 mentally (:
Either way , you're still my annoying , sickass of a brother , and i've lived with you for 13 full years . Idk how i survived in one piece , but you've tought me ALOT . In becoming a better sister , a better listener , a better caretaker . And i LOVE you , cause you're my only brother.
Although i may scold / nag at you most of the time is only for one thing . It is for you to be better than me . I don't want you to slack off your p6 Years , because i don't want you to repeat the same mistake . You may think that i hate you from birth and blah3 , but the truth is , deep down , you'll never know how much i love you brother . The thought of me losing you brings tears to my eyes , and my throat goes numb , cause i can NEVER EVER imagine a life without you . Without you to annoy me , make me pissed , let me care for you , make me cry , make me laugh , asking me to teach you how to do things , I cannot imagine life without you . So my brother , enjoy your 13th birthday , You're finally a teenager , no longer a tween . Study Hard , play Hard , and know that your mad crazy sister is always here for you ((;
Me luv you , brother ! :DDD

end . Like again , updates in private blog .

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Just this once , let me have it .

11:07 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009

Days are getting boring by the minute.
Oh well . Well , here's the plan for saturday (:

Head down to vivo , meet Bella & Co arnd 12 .
Prolly be window shopping or shopping ( winkz ) , camwhore-ing , jalan2 .
Okay , then meet babylove & co arnd 1 .
They will go to sentosa beach party , while Bella , me & co will be slacking in Vivo (:
Then when Babylove & co , comes back to vivo .
We'll all head to skypark for camwhoring , slacking , and idk what not (:
I think its supposed t be like that . Maybe they will be like in between stuff .
So yeah .

Okay , Babylove is asleep now . Sad . I miss his super cute voice luhs .
Sigh .
& i bet saturday's gonna be pretty awesome .
I hope xD

Okay , i'm chatting to Carrie goondu bestfriend now.
She telling me all her daiji . LOL.
Haha , damn ... diao.
Okay , but she got me at her back .
Always be here for you , babygirl .

Okay . I need money . Sigh .
Okay , its 2 in morn ((:

I'm sleeping at 7 or 5 or 6 or 8 .
haha .

Can't wait for saturday ^^

xoxo.

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I LUV .

10:19 AM

& HAPPY BELATED 4TH MONTHSARY TO ME & NICOLE SWEETHEART ! :D

I love you my darling babygirl ! Thanks for always being there for me , and all those times we shared are all etched in my heart lovee . 17 april - FOREVER ! :DDD

Bro's bday tomorrow. wl.

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I love you , my boy

9:39 AM

Today was a simple waste of my life .
Woke up at 10 plus , watched tv till 3 till cousin woke up.
Used laptop . Yeah , how fun .
Okay , then texted Yaya . Yaya & I dislikes a certain man bitch although he's smoking hot .
Please , attitude mcm slenge , nk suke ? Gi mati ah dok .
Okay , anyway . Went to NTUC with cousin , then went back .
Cousin Bro came back with Dinesh , my distant cousin . Dinesh can play the guitar damn well.
Had talks , er . Dinesh's girlf stays at pandan , and is in my school , HAHAHAH ! Whuuuuut :D
Okay , then i'm using the laptop . Was chatting to babylovee earlier (:
Now chatting to BELLA DARLING , ZIE KECYK .
Yeps.

Oh , sheesha with bella darling , cancelled.
But saturday still on . Confirm gerek :DDD

Whuuuuu ~

i miss mohd zaidi ):

xoxo.

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Its 4:16 in the morning .

1:17 PM
Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Listening to Kasih Ku .
Super nice song .
I remember listening to it when in primary school . LOL.
I'm Damn bored now .
Its 4.45 in the morning now.

Okay , i shall watch vids on youtube to dispell my boredom .

xoxo.

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best days .

6:26 AM

Today , woke up at 12 ^^
Then msged zie , telling her i couldn't make it .
Aftr that , went to get ready and everything , cause i was going to meet Yaya @ 4 .
I walked all the way from blk 651 to white sands :D Cool right xDD
Then got this stupid mat riding his bicycle , go and squeak at me . kecoh la bdk tu .
Okay , then reached white sands , met yaya . She came with Riny .
Waited fr Syafa , then went to popular cause i needed to help Riny forge a letter .
Haha . Riny left , Suhair and his friend came . His friend left . Then me & Yaya left Suhair & Syafa alone :D
Yaya and i went to tampines Mall & Tampines 1.
Then got 3 kental matreps wanted our numbers .
Damn obvious. Cause me & Yaya was in DIVA , and they entered the shop stand damn near us all .
KENTAL MATREPS !
hahaha . Okay , then we were bored , so we decided to head back to pasir ris ,
met fad along the way . hahah . Yaya suke ehhhhhh :DDDD
Hahahah .
Okay , left for aunt's home .

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I'm so busy :D
Chatting to my babylove , bella sayang , yaya mariah , and fi .
and i'm facebooking .

Meeting bella sayang on friday for sheesha , babylove on saturday for sentosa beach party .
Okay , best .

I love my babyloveee :DD

i miss you , boy .

xoxo

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I'm f-ing bored.

11:32 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i'm f-ing bored.

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Boyfriend . boyfriend .

9:01 AM

I miss my joker .
I miss my DJ .
I miss my soccer player .
I miss my hockey player .
I miss my caretaker .
I miss my lover .
I miss my cutestuff .
I miss my everything .

I miss my boyfriend ♥

He's all those above .
Yeah , i miss my babylove .
I miss our otp conversations till morning .
I miss your laughter .
I miss those times when you'd claim that you were jonh cena / undertaker.
I miss it when you'd tell me to sleep early even though its 2/3/4 in the morn.
I miss those times when you'd argue that you loved me more .

I'm missing you badly , cause this night seems cold and lonely .
But i know i'm gonna miss you so much more , when i hear your voice the next night .

I love you , Muhd Zaidi Bin Jumadi ; 070609 ♥

xoxo.

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Whatever . Not gonna care . And Pasir Ris park

5:48 AM

To PB & Passerby ,
put down your names . Don't tag tag tag if your JUST a passerby . Sick of it .
Seriously , not gonna care anymore .

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To friend ,
alaa , that K person want to use my bloglink for idk what reason . And i'm not gonna care .
Cause that person can go to hell , whoever it is . Use other people blog link , funfair pe ? Might as well use another body la . -.- And i have a clear conscience , so i'm not gonna be bothered with these kind of losers (: Thanks anyw .

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Today was fun , mostly ^^
Met Yaya at Dhobby , then jln2 , took the MRT to Tampines . LOL .
Went to window shop , ended up buying this awesome tee ^^ but now i'm broke . YAY -.-
Yaya made me wear her geek specs . LOL . I look super weird .
UNI QLO has gorgeous clothes , BUT price of it , seriously , not gorgeous .
Then we went to pasir ris , in the MRT , we wanted to eat this AWESOME candy that we bought at dhobby . Then skali , this ahpek scolded us , " Eh , cannot eat here ah ! I call police than you know ! " Me & Yaya looked at each other and almost wanted to laugh , then we texted each other , " weirdass uncle . " LOL . Yaya & i still ate it anyways ^^ Alighted and headed to pasir ris park . Ohmygod . Damn fun . Haha , we went to sit at some rock , then threw stones , prank called , and like alot of matreps kept staring . KECOH , i swear . Okay , then what this group of matreps went to chase me & Yaya . like wtf . LOL. Yaya cut her finger by accident when she touched a fishing hook . poor thing . Met hanis , riny (sp ? ) . Played DARE & DARE . I introduced it to them ^^ Aftr that , met hanis's winkwink , suhair . Suhair made Yaya cry . Yaya kept staring at some matreps tk menjadi , she stare already , then she laugh . LOL . The matreps tk menjadi keep staring sials . Got damn annoyed . er , aftr that , went to the busstop , we left syafa & suhair alone ^^ haha , then they came . Syafa said the matreps followed her . Must be either because Yaya kept looking at them , LOL , or They like to disturb people . Bused to interchange , riny left , walked arnd at white sands , talked . Bused to aunty's house ,THAT IS WHY I CAN BLOG ^^

Ohmy , i have to work tomorrow morning (((: can earn money ^^
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Yesterday ,
nothing much , really.
Okay , anyways , last night was otp with babylove & his friend , Zaki .
LOL , funny ah . he keep asking alot of things ah that zaki .
I was like listening to what they were saying . LOL .They were talking about soccer . LOL . then they compared each other to wrestlers .
JOHN CENA & UNDERTAKER , aku punye , eh bby !
Yours is TORRIE WILSON xDD
Ape , and zaki likes JADE SEAH . cause she got long legs -.- LOL
Then me & bby got tired , and that zaki tk mo tdo .
halermakkk ! Best ah . talk until 3 plus . zaki put down cause of his mother . HAHAHA .
okay , then bby & i hung up .
END.

xoxo.

& bella sayang , stay strong .
hehe , I want to go sheesha with bella sayang ((:
& she may be sleeping over at my house . whuuuu .
MAYBE only .
cause i have lucky at home .
I miss my boy ):

xoxo.

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R/S probs ? Ever considered these factors ?

12:56 AM
Monday, June 15, 2009

Back , and i remembered what i'm supposed to blog about .
Yes , okay , 2009 hasn't been a good year , and i SHOULD have included this question on my poll .
Would you rather contract H1N1 and die or not ?
A. YES , no hope already .
B . NO , i'm too young to die ! There's still alot of things to complete !
C . 50/50 , mad confused if i want to live or not .

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So yeah , i'd choose C ^^

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Back to what i wanted to blog about , the big R word .
yep , RELATIONSHIPS .

To me , in my opinion , whats important in a relationship is :

1. Mutual Trust .
- Why ? Because if there isn't trust , there will not be anything ! I mean , look at it this way , You claim you love her/him , and yet you are having suspicions that he/she will cheat on you , WHATS THE POINT . You have to trust her/him first and foremost , cause that's like the first step . Who would want to have a relationship with nothing but lies ? BIG FAT LIES ?! Trust is important between you and your significant other . Really , its what most girls would place first in their r/s . I'm not sure about guys but yeah , tops on girls . THROW THE JEALOUSY / GREEN EYED MONSTER OUT THE WINDOW AND TRUST ! To me , No trust = No love .

2. Love . True , PURE love .
- Not the kind of love as in " Hey babe , i love you " on the outside , " I love your money / body / etc , not you bitch " on the inside kinda love , but the kind that is pure , strong , simply extraordinary . The kind of love which is simply indescribable . Something so strong , it'll break thru boundaries . I'd like to make a correction to this quote , " love has no boundaries " . It should rather be , " PURE love has no boundaries " . You have to love that someone for who she/he is , not for what she/he has or anything materialsitc , etc . Sure , i may sound SUPER CLICHE , and you might say , GAWD , ITS THE TWENTY-FIRST CENTURY ALREADY and blah3 . Well , if HURTING people is what you call the TWENTY-FIRST CENTURY TREND , then count me out . Cause i'd rather truly love someone , feel special and be truly loved in returned , rather than having false claims about love . Just the thought of it irks me .

3. Space
- Not breaking up that kinda thing , but just cause your in a r/s , doesn't mean that your guy/girl shouldn't have her/him's space . Let your guy/girl hang out with friends , go out , slack or wtv with their homies . If there's trust , then there will be space . It comes naturally . Cause you'll let your guy / girl have fun without having to be there , without having any worries that he/she will cheat on you or sth . Cause you BELIEVE that she / he loves you and will never do such a DESPICABLE thing , like cheating on you , etc .

4 . ONLY YOU&HER/HIM time
- Yep , this is esp essential in all relationships . Once in a while , spend time together . ALONE , only YOU GUYS . No friends around , nothing . It'll pay in your relationship , major brownie points in being a great balancer of time for your guy/girl & your pals ! So , if you have free time or anything , and your friends ain't free , spend it with him / her !
:D

5 . YOUR ALONE time .
- & lastly , pamper yourself ! Reward yourself for being such a GREAT girl/boyfriend ! You can't always cater to others you know ! There's still the awesome YOU (;

So the next time you have a relationship problem , it might be that you guys are lacking in one of those factors .
Wishing all the other couples out there , good luck , last long ! ((:

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& that reminds me on how much i love you , my boy .
Sigh , i miss you .

xoxo.

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50th post , my laptop charger's still not fixed .

12:16 AM

I'm checking out like my nuffnang account now , am reading results for the poll .
Someone at the age of 50 or older viewed me , and executive too . Weird. LOL :D
Oh well .
I'm creating a poll ^^
I'm bored .
I'm hanging with my babygirl Yaya Mariah tmrw ^^
Yay , been long since i last seen her , that pretty japanese malay :DD
Going to Tampines Mall , 09 am to 6 pm :D Whuuuu ~
Ohmg , my plurk karma's going down . Its just sad . & i'm freaking stuck for poll questions .
Okay , blogggg about ... lemme see.

Okay , movies i want to watch and review .
1. Drag me to hell
2. Jangan Tegur
3. Transformers 2
4. Hanna Montana the movie
5. Terminator Salvation

Yep . Thats it ^^

I've got cash on my hands , cash on my hands , cash on my hands , whuuuu ~
GSS . GSS . GSS .
SHOPPING WANT I , I WANT SHOPPING .

Yeah , i'm practically like crapping about random things ^^
Its random day for me . Yep . RANDOM DAY every 15 June ^^ , shall mark that on my calendar (:

Yeah , i miss babylove .
He's so busy . Busy busy busy .
But its okay . Yeah .

Okay , I WANT MY LAPTOP TO COME BACK ALIVE !!!

sigh .
xoxo.

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How welcoming .

11:27 PM
Thursday, June 11, 2009

Back aftr a day of totally abstaining from the computerxD
Ooh , and lookie my tagboard . Someone/people dirtied it .
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To CBKIA aka VAGINA KID INFECTED WITH SOME VAGINAL DISEASE , ew.
Number 1 . Say it to me face to face luhs , instead on cyber .
Number 2 . Who gives you the right to call me a bitch . It takes something for someone to call her something so i guess you're a bitch as well . oops.
Number 3 . I don't know anyone named cbkia ((: Unless your called VAGINA KID for a reason , perhaps you have thrush or herpes . Hmmm , ew
Number 4. Fu.ck off if you got nothing better to say ^^
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To Someone aka TWIT .
Number 1 . Hi , twit . Wassup with your english ? Come , i'll recommend you one english tuition teacher. Ever heard of Morris Allen ? yeah , go there. Suitable for you .
2 . Didn't say i was pretty loser . And like i said , it takes something for someone to call her something , so i'm guessing you must be uglier (;
3. Haha , your twitting made me laugh . Get a life . Like you need it seriously .
4. As usual , Fu.ck off if you have nth better to say ^^

Hope you understand that , cause i don't type or talk twit . Oops.

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To all those that helped stood up for me while i was gone ,
Thanks lovelies . Love ya loads.

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Was otp with babylove last night , wasn't feeling too well due to a splitting headache . And then babylove wanted to eat , Nicole texted me , asking me to call her . I called her and we went all crazy changing lyrics and all :D Then called babylove who sounded very tired , but didn't want to sleep ((: He still slept anyways . I was playing PSP ((: Whuuuu , i beat MICK FOLEY in a hell in a cell match and the difficulty was on LEGEND :DDDD Happy happy . Was tired so i went to sleep ^^
Woke up this morn with a text from haziqah telling me sha can't make it AGAIN . can't blame her , she's unwell . Oh well . I thought i was supposed to go out today with Syafa , cause she mted me since idk long ago , but couldn't reach her . Sad. Then called babylove , he seems very happy cause he's about to get his new phone like tomorrow . Hung up , changed and went to mamah's workplace . And i'm now blogging ^^ Oh the obvious. I can't find my fucked up USB cable , so no peektures for today ): Yaya just texted me , she wanted to jio me out . Ay , sadly , i'm stuck here . and am only free at night . Saded ):
Okays . Byes .

& FASHRIOT is back (((:
Love you guys . Jam sessions from next week onwards , Sigh . RA is FASHRIOT ^^
RA was since march , and now with a comeback as FASHRIOT .

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xoxo

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Quiz ! :D

3:28 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009

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For the first ,

1:24 AM

Alright , I shall blog seriously . I really mean seriously.
For all those who like know me damn well , i think you should learn more after this post .
Yeah , it's gonna show a very different ME .

Anyways , like you guys know i've always aspired to be a dancer/chereographer.
& all those stuck up bitches / azzholes out there who are laughing at they're computer screens right now , can go to the toilet and flush themselves down to the sewage pipe . Cause i don't think you can even dance , bitch .
Yeah , back to my post . Cousin just like nagged me via MSN and gave me tips that if i really wanted to fulfill my aspirations , i should really work my ass of the books first .
So , O sch , i'm coming for you . Aftr the next CA , i swear , i'll be looking at myself , prolly very happy , cause i'm at where i want to be . I mean , seriously . Come to think of it , Life IS short . Gotta live it to the fullest . Not only will i be in O sch , that'll prolly bring my knowledge to whole new level . That's maturity . Thanks to my cousin for seriously waking me up .
I can still be fun , out-going , spontaneous , blog , blogshop & all that even if i'm studying real hard . So why should'nt i ?
Heck care those idiots who plan to pull me down , cause you have never seen me yet .
Not literally . Trust me , getting on my bad side is not good for you , hunny .
I'm done with the fragile me , DONE WITH IT . thats it . I'm gonna be who i am .
Touch me , i'll deal with you . Touch my friends , you better get your coffin ready . Touch my family , you'll be burning in hell . Touch my boyfriend , you better pray that hell accepts you .
Never ever make a taurean angry ;) You won't like it . Really .
I can be real angelic , but if anyone were to come and stop me from doing what i want , hell .
You can picture it yourself , i'm sure.
So yeah . More studying , less fooling around .

I'm gonna get into O sch .

I don't care . Nothings putting me down .

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Did i scare you ?
On a lighter note , i'm still the same . Just that i'll concentrate more on my studies .

Hmm , anyone free on saturday ?

xoxo.

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I know i just blogged .

12:43 AM

I know i just blogged . Couldn't help myself .
My horoscope says this :

The Bottom Line

You're overdue for a fun, carefree day. Get ready for big laughs and warm memories.

In Detail

Your conservative side may put up a red flag when some information comes from an unorthodox source, but don't reject it outright. Sometimes the best gifts arrive in banged-up packages with tacky wrapping paper. And worrying about what other people think while you're unwrapping this little mystery will only slow you down. It's the end results that count in this case, not how pretty the path is getting there.

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I seriously don't understand .

Back to figuring out what my horoscope means then .

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Piercings .

10:44 PM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Piercings ! Okay , well , not really , But its something that i simply love ((: Its body art ;)

Bellybutton/naval piercing .

I WANT THE ABOVE PIERCING , I'M GONNA GET THE ABOVE PIERCING . but compared to the above peekture , i do not have such a nice tan . Sadly . Not now . Wait till , i'm 16 . 2 more years . I can wait . i can wait .

And the general healing times can kill you !

Healing times .
* Ear lobes..........6-8 weeks
* Cartilage...........4-8 months
* Eyebrow...........6-8 weeks
* Nostril..............3-4 months
* Septum.............6-8 months
* Labret..............2-3 months
* Tongue.............4-6 weeks
* Nipple..............4-6 months
* Navel...............5 months-1 year
* Genitals............6 weeks-6 months

Oh fuck , seriously ! To have my naval pierced and then wait for a whole 365 days to just HEAL ! wahhhhhhhh ~

Eyebrow piercings . In my opinion , eyebrow piercings are sexy :D Haha , and they'll only look good / sexy / etc if you have fucking nice eyebrows and eyes la .
& the barbell above ( dice barbell ) DOES NOT LOOK GOOD ON THE EYEBROW .
To me at least .
I mean , i'd rather wear an eyebrow barbell that looks like this :

Awesome or what ! Looks damn sinister , and it'll confirm look damn nice on your eyebrow . This is an black eyebrow ring barbell , should get the straight bent slightly ones .

I currently have a double pierced right ear .

Looks like that except without the weird-ish studs and angmoh blonde hair and fair skin . I'm gonna get my right ear pierced again on the lobe and a foward helix .
Then it'll look something like this .

Again , just picture it with burgundy-ish black hair and tanned skin , okay .

Also I want a industrial / scaffold piercing on my left ear , an anti-tragus piercing ( left ear ) and another lobe .

Industrial piercing !

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Anti - tragus piercing !

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& you already know how a lobe piercing looks like .

-

Carissa Goondu Leigh Wong , my darling bestie has her tragus pierced .

That's a tragus piercing .

Let me show you carissa's tragus piercing . Damn cute . :DDD

CUTE RIGHT ! LOOK DAMN COMPACT ! HAHAHA :D

Lastly , a tongue piercing is also quite awesome , Its also the LEAST painful piercing .

Get a coloured barbell . It'll stand out ;)

Finally :D Hehe , get anywhere pierced just as long as you don't overlimit and end up looking like this .

Dude , cool that you got the whole body art going on , but that isn't sexy/cool/nice . But awesome bravery , i wonder , how long did it take him to heal man ?

Ends here ^^

xoxo.

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Just an update

9:46 PM

Muhd Zaidi Bin Jumadi
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See that awesome dude up there ?
yeah , him .
He's the guy i'm euphorically attached to (:
He's not a matrep . Do not be mistaken .
He is apparently against matreps :D
Oh and he has been making my day ^^
070609 , our special date .
& yesterday , he told me the most awesome thing yet ^^
I love him , yeah , i do .
Cause he's one in a million .
& i love him for who he is .
I'm his .
^^
-

end of super short blogpost . NOT ! :D

-

I'm freakass bored . Thats the reason for my post above ? well , partially . I just wanted to brighten up my blog , tralala.

Okay , i'm dead bored. I shall go create a blogskin now.

xoxo.

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Foile a deux , a madness shared by two .

9:04 PM

My laptop has been flat for weeks , cause the bloody charger is having a stupid fit and does not wanna work . Was supposed to go out for a movie and hunt for a father's day gift for papah , but haziqah bailed out on me at the last minute . But its okay , haziqah , don't sweat it .
I'm twittering again . Yay . Plurked , er , 18 cases of H1N1 . Sad or what . Yeah , we're all gonna be annihilated by some mob of germs/viruses who are not even visible to the naked eye . Is that considered as backstabbing ? No idea . Ever heard of a flash mob ? Nuffnang is holding its first blogger event and its a flash mob . Here are the details .

Nuffnang Flash mob details :

Calling out to ALL OF YOU to empty your schedules on the 13th June 2009!!! Nuffnang will be organizing Singapore's First Bloggers Flash Mob right in the heart of the city of Singapore. That's right! It's here in Singapore!

A FLASH MOB is an activity where a large group of people (YOU) would assemble in a public place (The Heeren) and suddenly perform an interesting act together (in your PJs) for a mere few minutes only to quickly disperse away after.

In this Flash Mob, YOU will first arrive with your pyjamas underneath your disguise. On the cue, you will take off your disguise and perform a 'Silent Dance' in your Pyjamas for a mere few minutes. Then, you will put your disguise back on and walk away as per usual. Do come down equip with your MP3 players as well! Be it as a prop or use the melody to spice up the dance.

Bloggers/ readers attention!!!! This is also your chance to meet your favourite celebrity bloggers in Singapore.

XIAXUE
SHEYLARA
THY DOWAGER
UNDERAGE GIRL
ICE ANGEL

They will be doing the 'Silent Dance' together with you. So don't miss this chance to boogie with them!!!

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If i were you , i'd follow xiaxue ! :D
So go register here , and follow xiaxue ! :D
REGISTER & FOLLOW XIAXUE!

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End of flash mob details .
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^^ There's a party at sentosa on the 26th of june ^^
& i guess i'd be going . I guess .

I'm so bored , i'm so bored . I'm watching a flashmob event , and i'm so bored .
Yes , i'm mad bored .

I want to go out .
Who's free on saturday . Anyone . Cause i don't want last minute outs . Altho its not their fault , i don't want to be bored . Yeah . On saturday , anywhere , anytime , anyone ^^
Maybe on saturday , i shall go bank in 20 bucks into muse-x's POSB account .

Dead bored here.

I shall go back to twitter.

toodles.

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I'm not missing you .

9:59 PM
Monday, June 8, 2009

Babylove's entertaining me with his chinese/hokkien :D Not bad . Haha :DD
He scolded the door , senjingbing . LOLs.

I'm goddamn bored . But i know what to blog about . Rare or what :DD

okay , i don't like when pretence is in the game .
seriously . it pisses me off . Alot .
Heck , you think pretence is gonna be alot better don't you ? Oh gosh , its just damn fake , okay .
Its pathetic . It directly shows your vulnerable side . And you're trying to hide it when its already obvious to the whole wide world . I can't help but feel sorry , cause it makes me seem like the one who caused every single thing that has hurt you . And I HATE HURTING PEOPLE's FEELINGS ! don't ask me to do it . i'll feel guilty for the rest of my life. And here you are with pretence , and it makes me seem like i hurt you a whole lot ! Now i feel guilty when its not even my fault ! You even indirectly say that i have hurt your feelings and have never helped at all ? What the fuck ? It just gives me this sinking feeling , like why was i ever there then ? Why did i bother to be there when you don't appreciate it ? The thought of it just tears me alrd . And worst part , its already said . So instead of just tearing me up , you decided to just do the whole kill .
Gratz , thanks man , thanks . Now i know how you really feel ... I just don't know why the hell do i even make the initiative to care !

No reason to be affected unless you're the one that i ranted about .
Wanna know who ? I'll tell . Only to those who deserve to know .

I don't feel happy .
Oh , and i had that stupid gypsy dream again . But it continued alittle longer . Funny , dreams don't usually continue . But this one did .
Its still vivid in my head. Kay , lets continue .
So the last part was when i saw the mark on my hand .
Yeah , aftr that , i totally blacked out . And i found myself in an apartment . When i came to , i saw the dude in black and instead of haziqah beside me , it was nicole holmberg (weird ) , i sat up and then asked the man who he was and why was i here . He ran in lighting speed towards me , placed one finger on my chin and whispered something in some other language which i can't figure out ( sadly ) , he then dragged his finger down to my neck , and traced something . Then i found myself back at the gypsy shop . This time instead of an old gypsy woman , it was a woman in black . I stared into the woman's eyes , and her eye colour turned from coral green to vermillion red .

& then luckily , my hp woke me up .
Haha ((:

For those who didn't know what i'm talking about , its in yesterday's entry .
Here : ( yesterday's entry )

Brother's laptop bailed on me on the last minute ):
Stupid laptop . Oh well , not mine at least ^^
My laptop charger is spoiled , grrrr .
I'm still waiting for my laptop charger . so i can bring my dear laptop back to life ):
Ahhhh ~

Okay . So i have plans this whole week except for tuesday & saturday .
Monday , i'm always not free.
Tuesday , vacant .
Wednesday , Orchard , cineleisure with Haziqah huns .
Thursday , Busy like monday .
Friday , Shopping spree with SyafaHanisPutri dear.
Saturday , Vacant .
Sunday , busy like monday & thursday .

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15 cases of h1n1 . When will this nightmare end !
urgh , the 15th case is from and old aunty . Sigh . If an old aunty can get infected , no doubt , teens will also get infected luhs .

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I need to change my phone plane , to yera carmen ceo's phone plan .
Oh , and yera , stop calling me furga dong in public. Please . -.-
So paiseh , y'knw . later people really think my name is furga dong , which will be SOOOOO embarassing . It'll kill .

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I'm like very bored now , so i'll rant about anything .
2 more days to GLENDA & C's 2nd monthsary !
Gratz glenda ! :D Last longs .
:DDD

Ohs , i had a friggin weirdass dream last night . Been long since i last had a dream , even .
This dream i had last night , was freaking vivid . I still remember . LOL
I went to this tarot reading shop with haziqah (idk why she was with me , lol ) . I've always liked tarots & all sorts of mystical stuff , that was whyi went in the shop .
Then inside the shop , it looked like the typical gypsy kind of shop . Y'knw the ones you see on TV . Okay , then there was this old gypsy lady sitting inside with the tarot cards & a crystal ball .
Then i sat down to have my life read . Haziqah beside me . The lady takes my hand ( palmistry suddenly , idk why ! ) then starts tracing my horoscope sign( taurus ) on my palm . I just stared . LOL. Aftrwards , the lady started mumbling some mumbo jumbo , then told me that i was strong-willed , blahblahblah & that i should go and join mystical forces ( idk what that means either ) . And then she smiled , and i saw really sharp vampire teeth :DDD Hehehehhe .
Aftr that , ( yeah , it ended up as palmistry instead of tarot cards ) we walked to this quiet lane , and saw this ancient kinda symbol . Idk how to describe how it looks like . But yeah . The lane was quite empty , in fact truly empty . Then this dude in black appeared , he looked effing pale and had pale lips . and his eyes , woahhh ! Mesmerizing ^^ . LOLs , okay back to dreamland . His eyes was marine gold-ish colored (cool ah ) , and he had the same ancient symbol tattooed on his palm . He then stared at me , then spoke in a husky voice , telling me to LOOK at MY palm . I turned to look at my palm , and the freaking symbol was burning into my flesh . and then the symbol was tattooed on my palm . whuu , freaky . Aftr that , i heard my dad's voice bringing me back to reality , hence it was time to wake up .

So what do you think my dream meant ?
Weird dream . I shall buy a dream analysis kinda book and go & read up .
Yeah, weird cool dream ^^

okaywokay .

xoxo.

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Yeps , so thats the dream ( bold & italic )
So now that its alittle continued , what do you think it means ?
IDK either.

xoxo.

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GSG 09 !

1:43 AM

Its the GREAT SINGAPORE SALES period of the year ,
and i seriously think i need to clear out my wadrobe for new clothes !

I'll be cutting, dyeing, rebonding ( again ^^ ) my hair tomorrow , most prolly .
Either today or saturday ^^ Then i'll be heading out with mummy to buy new clothes ! :D
Cause i need / want / lust / must , whatever :D

Oh , i want sprees. SPREES WANT I .
anyone wanna go shopping ?

NicoleNg Sweetheart ! I still haven't go out with you ! ):
Needa meetup soon , sweetheart . Ly truckloads .

& orchard this wednesday with Haziqah huns , gonna hunt for father's day gift .
Anyone free aftr 4 . I'll be bored.

Okay , wtv .
xoxo.

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40th post ! Quiz !

12:23 AM

Wheres your (Ex)girlfriend/boyfriend?

* Dk .

Name something you did yesterday?

* er , talk otp with babylove .

Last person you text messaged?

* Babylove.

What colour is your hair?

* Burgundy black-ish.

What was the last thing you cried over?

* Something confidential.

Whats something you really want right now, be honest?

* Anywhere with babylove.

Is there anyone on your mind that shouldnt be?

* Nopes.

Do you have a little sister?

* No , i wouldn't mind trading my brother for one tho.

Do you like to listen to the radio when you are in the car?

* Yep.

Who were you with the last time you went to the movie theater?

* er... Carrie Goondu Cheesecake wong & sophia ((:

What are you listening to?

* radio .

Do you sleep with a fan on?

* Air-con . not fan.

Do you get good morning texts from anyone?

* Yes.

Where is your cell phone?

* Beside the keyboard.

Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?

* No idea.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

* Yep

Did you speak to your dad today?

* er, yah.

Will tomorrow be better than today?

* Hope so ^^

Do you want to see somebody right now?

* yeah .

Your current relationship status?

* Euphorically Attached .

Do you like it when you get kissed on the forehead?

* Yeah , guess so ^^

Are you waiting for something?

* Guess so .

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?

* Have no idea .

Do you text message a lot?

* yes .

When is the next time you'll kiss someone?

* Dk (:

What was the last thing you drank?

* Green tea ,

What would your name be with the first three letters?

* Dur -.-

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?

* Idk.

Did you have a good day?

* Not sure.

If you could move right now would you?

* Maybe .

Are u happy with the way things are going right now?

* Technically , yes .

Do you like being in pictures?

* anything's fine .

Where will you be in an hour?

* DK .

Is your heart broken right now?

* No ^^

How old are your siblings?

* 13 physically , 2 mentally .

Do you believe in love?

* yeah .

Do you think relationships are even worth it?

* yeah , guess so.

Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?

* Prolly .

Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?

* Yeah .

Where EXACTLY were you when you entered 2009?

* Party ^^

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a D?

* Er , nope.

Have you ever been back-stabbed by a friend?

* Yes .

Who was the last person you cried in front of?

* No one ?

Summer or Spring?

* Summer.

Are you wearing make-up right now?

* nope.

Confused about anything?

* IDK.

Do you prefer to call or text someone?

* Text .

Do you have a secret that you arent telling anyone?

* Yeah , guess so .

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